play around with the bounceicles. drag them round. jump on them. and more!

「 bouncing away 7:09 AM 」

hey guys


anyway i dont know if this is normal but when i see pictures of jesse i tend to talk to it? like how i'd normally talk to her. saying stuff like "shilly shilly" or "naughty jess", something along that lines. and then it'll feel good for a few seconds. like the feeling of nostalgia and the words that i usually say roll off my tongue again. but then after that i'll realise how much i miss her, then proceed to disallow myself to think about it. its such a weird process huh!

so anyway went to this useless career talk -.- went to bake chocolate banana walnut cake with layping and constantina. fed this squirrel outside the kitchen and watched it eat walnuts. ahah their belgian flatmate came along and gave us belgian chocolate. aww so nice. the results were ok... -.- ok only haha

then walked to training with sophie again! haha finally so long since shes been to training ever since her hip injury. and forget to ask emma to walk with us -.- oops. ok. anyway training was really really fun! it was non stop playing and loads of running around to do! it was so tiring but so fun. i literally didnt stop running for about an hour and a half! it felt so good omg. i realised i really love this kind of PT and stuff. pushing myself while doing something i like and getting results because of that really really feels good.

anyway can barely walk now, just tired not really aching though....yet....

got a few more projects to finish up. meal modification, 2 more physiology practicals. basically really relaxed. havent started studying like i wanted to and i really am gonna try to do that tmr. tennis and vb AGM coming up, still stressed about whether to run for any positions ): this saturday i can play a vb match as well but i havent said yes yet. partially ebcause i know its gonna be really stressed playing in a team of experience players. and im really just a beginner. some good saves and spikes once in a while but i dont think i can handle playing in a match yet. esp with a team that isnt exactly very compromising! they can get hot headed and stuff and i understand its all because they wanna win but not for me yet. for tennis yes but not vb AHAHA

anyway getting really really tired. i can talk forever but i really dont wanna waste my time doing this. hahaha

Signing off, mun.

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「 bouncing away 8:58 AM 」

hey

so mum and bro just left. the room feels kinda empty now! but, didnt cry at all! :D haha well guess cause im going home in 6.5 weeks? 12 june :D

so its 3 weeks to end of school, 5 weeks to exams, 6 weeks to home. i just cant wait. really really miss jesse

gotta start studying soon!  dont wanna be rushing and stuff, wanna be easy breezy just relaxing and going to exams not being stressed. i know i say this now but its probably not gonna happen HAHAH

but i really do need to catch up and start though!

Signing off, mun.

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「 bouncing away 8:06 AM 」

k hi gais

back in the hotel after work. came back about 12+ haha ohwells! was super busy super tiring day...almost died omg. i can no longer stand up anymore -.- haha but mum and bro came to eat and mum was trying to take picture of me while i was standing there holding their food. how embarrassing -.- lol

but super busy, both of them sleeping now and theyre kinda on 1 bed each and theres a small gap in the middle so idk how im gonna fit in -.- ohwells -.


anyway i wanna reread the percy jackson series again! haha kinda forgot what happens already
ohwells. maybe i'll sleep on the floor!

Signing off, mun.

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hai gais

chillin in the hotel now. waiting for work at 6.30. mum and bro is here with me, theyre gonna go eat in my restaurant while i work -.- sian hahaha

anyway havent been doing much, just spending time with family, doing sports, hanging out with flatmates. gonna start studying when family leaves. loads of AGMs coming up, idk if i should run for any positions in any of the club :| i might wanna join basketball next semester as well! we'll see.

so bored rn. not exactly looking forward to work haha. watching NCIS on the TV hehehehe


anyway downloaded snapchat. haha having fun with it now but it probably wont last for too long HAHA

Signing off, mun.

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「 bouncing away 6:07 PM 」

hiya guys.

the first week have passed so far! just 3 more weeks of school and its off to 2 weeks of revision then exams! thank god my exams are just mcq and 2 short essay. just  3 papers! anyway i kinda missed lectures this morning, really too tired to go. 9am everyday is just too much yknow -.- the weather here really makes people lazy. it is kinda hot these couple days, even went out to suntan. but yknow.

havent been doing much lately. just going to lectures and back, coming home and hanging out with flatmates. watch some friends or a movie or just chat tgt yknow. cooked curry for them with mum 2 days ago, made some dessert and fresh juice as well. hahah, really interesting. tennis has social tonight theyre going bowling but idk if i should join or go vb training -.- haa such a nut

anyway its 3 more weeks of school and 2 more weeks of revision then sexam starts! ends on 10 june and then im free to go back! nikki asked if i wanna visit her in astria but idk yet lol. oh need to pack and put stuff in storage before leaving as well. really miss the silly jess. im actually in the library now haha..blogging

oh couple of big events coming up like the colours ball, vb and tennis AGMs (where you can run for comittee positions), i probably wont run for any because im so afraid lol.aish idk, just letting time pass now. gonna start studying when mum goes back. gert is coming to guildford tmr and theyre both gonna eat at my restaurant while i work idk its thats gonna be awkward or not lol

okz should probably stop wasting time here i hate this place. tata

Signing off, mun.

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「 bouncing away 8:48 AM 」

hi guys

so apparently there are still some bored souls out there reading my blog. yeap im talking about you yes you.

anyway, im in the the grand hotel at trafalgar square now with my mum and bro. they just touched down in london today and i came to meet them, gonna spend a couple days with them then head back beacause im a grown up and need to work. jk i just need to work. its 1.16am now and theyre both sleeping. im meant to be on the com trying to finish up my unfinished coursework due on tuesday but im blogging and searching stuff on tumblr instead -.-

turned on the tv and just let it run because i can. havent seen a tv for so long lol! haevnt watched it for even longer! missed tvs although i dont really watch it! anyway today was so rushed. woke up at 10 (stupid cleaners woke me up), ate oats and milk for breakfast! which i find is really really nice! put like oats,milk,a scoop of peanut butter and some bananas or wtv fruits and some nuts and omg... heaven. then booked train tickets and stuff and then went to body attack at 12.30, finished at 1.30, wanted to go have a short run before playing tennis with harry but was too tired. already aching so much from yesterday (i went for 2 classes and gym after lol)

so i just sat outside and waited.it was a nice day! bout 16 degrees, sun shining, wind blowing. got a little cold after but its really nice the weather! anyway played tennis, felt so good havent played for so long! haha and i laughed like an idiot because harry was being silly as usual. first time after a long time i laughed till i didnt have strength to hold the racket. lol.

then rushed home to bathe and pack, rushed to the train station and barely made it. then rushed out of the station to the bus station but missed the bus. took a half an hour later bus. reached there at 7.15, flight supposedly finished at 7.10 but got delayed till 8 -.- i didnt know at first so i thought i was in the wrong place or missed them or something. but well ended waiting till 9 because of immigration and all that shiz. -.- so sian after

went for a bite and now im here.





so anyway ive been crazy about percy jackson again! hey don judge me, it stopped for awhile but now its back, now that the trailer of the second movie is out :D yay! seems much better but i think they changed the plot again! well at least annabeth is blonde now and the actress still looks pretty -.- logan is still logan but well. EXCITED :D excited for the next book as well! just cant wait till the last one comes out i can see what actually happens!!!! i wanna know who dies lol. -.-

ok anway should get going! maybe i'll update soon! cya.

Signing off, mun.

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「 bouncing away 8:30 AM 」

hiya.

today didnt do much. was planning on doing work but it didnt really work. basically woke up, had breakfast, did stuff on computer and whatsapped people, then the day just went by and then went to gym at night, then tesco and then home now.

but i kinda miss tour though. just in general being with people, having fun, having someone to talk to, things to see and laugh about. i must say i didnt enjoy it THAT much but i still miss it!  made some awesome friends btw.

i realized something on tour.  singaporeans, or maybe just me, is boring. i mean to us alot of things that people here do is not considered ok. and on top of that i realised that im such a boring person because i basically dont have much things to say/comment. plus my reactions arnt that big so im really boring. either that i dont know how to respond/what to say, or im too lazy to think of what to say to continue the conversation. i just suck -.- sometimes i just wanna put myself in someone else's shoes to see how it is like to be with me.so boring i cant stand myself.

another thing i felt today was the urge to do stuff that is considered not okay back home. and that kinda scared me a little but i guess we all do get urges like that. thing is i cant decide if i should let this urge continue or get rid of it, because it is not exactly good. and i realize there are stuff that i feel that i refuse to admit to myself or other people. i dont know

sometimes i feel i just need something big to happen, something to change so that i'd feel something different. change keeps you on your feet and you need to constantly challenge yourself to adapt. thats why i kinda hate it but now life seems so boring, i kinda want some change. a good one of course. or maybe a specific one. ._.

something else i realized is whenever i have close contacts with guys, i tend to keep thinking about it. which is kinda weird because its not like im in love or something, i just keep thinking about it -.- so weird huh. is this some teenager growing up thing? i feel like im 19 but haven't had alot of teenager experiences. and living here by myself kinda forces me to grow up faster. now i feel i wanna just go crazy and have some fun. TOO BAD ITS FRIGGIN BORING.

anyway nothing is up now. just chillin in my room, trying to be a better person but im just procrastinating everything. cant believe its about 2 months till i get to go home. time is flying by and i cant really catch up! so many things is changing but theres no time to react, just let things happen and deal with the changes. its so different. i miss the slow pace life we had in school, where everyday is a routine with little surprises and small things that spice up your life. now its kinda just constant boringness, i dont know whats happening with most of my friends because i havent talked to them for ages, or to my family. i basically dont communicate home at all because im just too lazy or busy doing something.

btw the percy jackson trailer came out. looks better than the previous but they changed the plot again -.- irritating shiz. just hope that its okay. cant wait for the next book which comes out in october. thank god i got tw to read this with me so i can fangirl with someone heh :D speaking of that shes coming to london to study next year and i dont know when but hopefully we'll have time to rent an apartment together. that'd be so freaking fun. slim chances but hopefully!

anyway, i'll just pray something nice happens. i could really use some spices in my life right now... esp with all the cold -.-

Signing off, mun.

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「 bouncing away 8:58 PM 」

hiya

just came back from spain tour with tennis team. im gonna record all these down before i forget, so many things happened. i'll add more pictures when everybody uploads them.

basically the day before i was rushing around like a mad woman, couldnt decide outfits till 2am the day before, slept at 3 and woke around 5. found out pretty much everybody did the same haha. bunch of zombies on the bus.

DAY 1&2:


got on the coach, felt like a zombie. realised i brought the smallest bag out of everyone. regretted that i didnt bring more. sat on the bus next to georgina , in front of the toilets. long bus journey, slept in weird positions, so uncomfortable. didnt have appetite to eat, only ate some gummies. we stopped over about 4-5 times. twice in england, where i didnt have enough time to get a subway so i just got sour gummies cause i was feeling quite ill on the bus. helped alot! then went into the eurotunnel for the first time! basically this big compartment where the bus drives into. ran to the toilet because i needed the exercise. cant stand sitting for long -.- went to a france shop and bought loads of thing! including this raison magdelene thing. was good. horrible the rest of the jouney. we had soccer girls in the front of the coach. like half of them were lesbians because everybody saw them masterbating but i didnt. dont think ive got the meaning of that pinned down yet -.- so passed by france, was cool! paris :D then went to spain

finally got there and dumped stuff in hotel! then went to the beach to walk around. was quite early so the sun wasnt even out yet.quite cold. but took a nice walk (: the girls (tennis and badminton went tgt btw) sat down and watch while the guys played sports. what a typical scene! i was dying to play sports though. walked around, went to have some breakfast, was good. met a kristyna who comes for the social sessions only. shes really nice (: from czech! anyway went with her to get a bottle of sangria. shared it on the beach although its illegal. didnt know how to appreciate it but it wasnt too bad. wind was so strong and sand was always in my eye -.- stupidly volunteered to get buried in the sand by emma -.- so emma and georgina just buried me while i got sand in my eye and nose and ear and mouth. was so irritating!! then on top of that they decided that i needed more boobs so they added them, plus really really big t-ts -,- and a d**k -.- -.- -.- -.- was fun though.

went back, finally got our hotel keys. loads of english students all over the place. then we went out again to the beach and just chilled there. they were all wearing bikinis while im just with a shirt of course. played sports on the beach and then went to get drinks and showered. had some spare time so i went for a little run. was terrible because i was still so tired from the coach ride -.- then dinner i was starving and ate alot. they had jello which was amazing. then went for a walk with valarie by the beach, took some pictures. went to buy some fruits and stuff. they had amazing soursops. cracked them open the following day and cracked my finger open as well -.- yay

anyway then first night of partying theme = superheroes. just wore a superwoman shirt and a skirt and heels. nothing much. drank cider and some coke with vodka. was quite alright~ everybody's dresses were so fancy. was so afraid theyd force everyone to play games and bully the freshers but they didnt. they had this great idea to allocate partners and we were to be handcuffed to them till we leave the first club. i got izzy. she was nice. but she didnt exactly wanna get stuck with me so we "accidentally" broke the chains of. lol.georgina hung the broken ones on her suit. ali hid our room key in her boob. lol. then we went out all together and the streets were completely packed with drunk english students. all just slobbering around and puking and peeing on the streets, making out etc. got into some clubs and danced a little! thats the only fun part: bouncing to the music. it wasnt that fun tbh. but anyway came back around 2?

slept like a pig. so tired.

DAY 3 (wed)

woke up at 8.30. got to breakfast. was pretty nice buffet breakfast! but the bacon was like....floppy. other than that its ok. i always make a point to try every thing on the table. we set off to the tennis place at 10.30. reach there. 5 seconds before we got off the bus someone(joel) chundered. lol stunk the bus and the sports rep got kinda pissed. anyway the courts are clay, which is cool. but its quite a pain to move around because you slip almost every single time. there was only 1 other university and they were like "guys do you even play tennis? because we dont, we play squash" i was like ..... ?!??!?!? i wanted to have a nice exciting match! but ended up just tapping the ball over for 10 minutes to win a match. we played doubles and only 1 set each. then the rest of the time the guys played singles -.- so the girls just sat around and sun bathed and went to the bar.

basically everybody was kinda hungover.even the other unis. they were just sitting there talking about how many people they managed to hook up with and harry and i was just shaking our heads.went to the bar and realised they had wifi so i used my phone there for awhile. was quite moody cause i wanted to play. in the end i got to hit abit with harry and emma, and after that just harry. it felt so good omg. whenever i play with harry i just full out whack all the balls. and its like stress relief. and my arm ached for 2 days haha.

anyway, we only got back around 4. was completely sunburnt and red. some went to get lunch while the others rested. this is when i decided to eat fruits and then go for another run again. then dinner.

second night's theme is T for Tour. so basically we can be inventive and dress up as anything to do with T. so naturally i went for T for Tennis because im boring like that. bunch of people turned up as tigers in tiger onsies. some tennis, we had thunderbirds, t shirt, traffic light, tourist, tour. interesting hahah. anyway learned a game called zumi. not gonna describe it but it doesnt have to be a drinking game. its jus really funny when people are drunk and cant concentrate and end up messing up. emma messed up alot haha.

anyway went out. was just okok partying.was so tired actually. wanted to head back but was just hovering around. valarie didnt even come out. so was just dancing half heartedly to the music when some random guy came to talk to me. asked where im from and name etc, standard. then held me but i forgot where. then started kissing all over my face. like my ears and cheeks, forehead. was so afraid he was going to kiss the mouth because i dont wanna lose my frst kiss here lol! so i kept turning away. finally got rid of him although it was kinda flattering. and my friend saw that oops.

then went to dance and another guy started dancing with me during "what makes you beautiful" i love that song so i went crazy and then i ended up singing the rest of the song to him because i couldnt really  get away. -.- anyway went back safe and soundly at 3am.

DAY 3 (thurs)

got up same time. got breakfast and ready for tennis. everybody was laughing at joel for chundering yesterday. the grumpy sports rep injured her leg. seriously she was terrible. didnt do much and was so grumpy. today she literally didnt do anything while katie and dan organized a whole mixed doubles thing because badminton joined us today.partnered jon from badminton. hes kinda cute actually. like nerdy cute.apparently hes one of the best at badminton. anyway he was not bad, we won our draw but lost at the semi finals. my fault really.

but anyway went back earlier. went out altogether to get lunch. had a pizza, couldnt finish duh. everybody else did though. then went to the beach to chill with the girls. but it was so cold i couldnt even.saw interesting stuff like a guy wearing thongs on the beach. we went back after awhile. the hotel didnt allow us to bring drinks inside anymore so they were searching bags at the door. because the first night there was like 1000pounds damage. not by us but the soccer guys. so i hid the mojito in my empy pringles box. didnt get busted :D everybody was hiding them in their boobs but mine isnt anywhere near big enough so... -.-

i went for a run before dinner again. ate. was good. didnt get to eat jello beacuse they ran out.): anyway went for a short walk to explore. i know i shouldnt wander off but the place was so much like singapore, just colder, that i felt it was ok to wander around. found another part of the beach and just skippedaround really. was so happy to walk around in shorts and slippers and not sweat! went back to prepare for the third night oh my.

theme was LMFAO. like what the.... i got a shirt earlier on from the souvenir shop that was just colourful and loud. wore that with tight skirt and pinkish leggings. dont try to imagine. everybody just wore multicoloured neon stuff. the guys wore neon tutus and leopard leggings. its really nice to see everybody so sporting! anyway played games again, was the funnest predrink night. then i had to down my coke and vodka (which wasnt alot of alcohol but ive never drank that much in a go before). so i started feeling really tipsy and high after. couldnt even walk straight.

we had to take a bus to this club because we all had prize giving ceremony. i made it there but was super queasy on the way hahah. then at the dance floor i swear i was gonna vom any minute. then went to the toilet with valarie and ali. made it in, peed, and then wanted to stay there till i vommed. felt so terrible so i fell asleep for like 10-15 minutes HAHAA. when i went out i couldnt find ali and valarie although i was feeling bit better. walked around the dance for trying to find people for 15 min but couldnt. then i saw owen and followed him, found the rest and then saw georgina and kristyna, who wanted to go to the toilet again.



i followed, the queue was too long so we decided to go home instead. on the way to the bus saw some paparazzi and news people, i think we got in one of the cameras. oops o.o then took the bus home, missed a stop because i was too ill to tell them, then got off at another place that i didnt know. thank god they knew so we made it back to the hotel. i told the reception the wrong room number -.- anyway got back into my room and passed out for 10 min then went to their room. then passed out in their room for some time till. remember waking up wondering where the key was, then kristyna told me i gave ali the key and then went back to sleep. SHIT HAHAH. anyway, made it back to my room and slept!

DAY 4 (fri)

wasnt feeling that great it in the morning! slightly hungover. but was quite okay! woke up, went to have  breakfast and struggled to open the door but it was opening the other way. -.- omg feels so stupid. everybody laughed at me. had some breakfast and went back to room. was free day today. just walked around in the room talking to ali and valarie. then after that they wanted to go out for lunch, so i went with them. had chicken wings, onion rings and fries. couldnt finish it. but had chocolate churros as well. but didnt even finish half of it -.-

was super cold, my flip flops was squeaking so badly harry kept laughing at me. went back to the hotel room, realised they were gonna play cards so i joined in. bad idea because the forfeits were 10x worst that ive ever done. so i lost 5 times and my forfeits were: doing rollie pollies (forward gymnastic roll) down the corridor (was super dizzy).seducing another of the girls in the room loudly on the balcony singing.going upstairs on a random door and go "omg i finally found you!" and hug that person(was super awkward cause she had people in the room). go to the boys room and lay on the floor for 1 minute saying nothing. then straddle and stroke of the the boys. LOL. at least i didnt get the "take off your top and go to the balcony and shout" or "take off your top and go to the boys room to ask if they have seen it" HAHA or drinking the frankfurter's water.

anyway was still dizzy from the first dare. but went to search for souvenirs, went for a run by the beach, felt so good. came back and prepared for the last night's theme: cave people. my outfit was nowhere near it, i wore a black long sleeve top and a leopard prints skirt with heels and some leopard headband HAAHA. with messy hair. played some games, took loads of photos.didnt drink that much of course, didnt wanna be sick on the coach. went out, first club was fun but subsequently not really. some guy from the tour called james was grinding from behind all over me i felt so disgusted and harry kept laughing at me.

then went back, emma, who was so wasted, was apparently found in the corridor in her pajamas and one of the football guys had to carry her back. but her door was closed. anyway she couldnt remember where she put the key. in general, she got into her room, chuck the key some where, changed into pajamas and slept in the corridor, locking herself out. a lost key is 29euros so we were all searching for it. either that or a soccer guy took it. there was also a taxi that she ordered for some reason. georgina was so pissed

after futile attempts to find it, kristyna, who we lost really early in the club, finally came back. we all gave up and just ate crisps in the corridor. then later went into emma's room and spooned tgt with rob, emma and steph. was so warm and comfortable. slept till 5 then steph and i went back.but rob spend the rest of the nght there.

DAY 5 (sat)

got up really early. had some breakfast, then packed and stuff,cleaned the room. they had room checks to see if we damaged anything. but our room was so neat the cleaners told us we could come back next year! yay :D ahaha many people lost towels and stuff, which is 50 euros each. the coach was at 2 so we went to the beach to chill. many people were so hungover.

laid there on the sand on adam's bag with joel's sunglasses -.- lol i really didnt bring much did i. watched clouds with harry and enjoyed the breeze and sun. got sunburned. had sand in my eyes ears nose, hair, everywhere. went for lunch. then went back, chilled for awhile then left. some of us flew backand ali and valarie went to barcelona to meet layping so we had some empty seats. we let the hungover people have the seats to themselves because nobody wanted to be vommed on -.- so i ended up sitting with harry.

journey wasnt as bad as the first because i slept on the floor half the time, which was much much more comfortable! then second half of the time i slept on harry. felt so paiseh and bad but i was really uncomfortable. oh james nearly sat next to me but phew he didnt because i couldnt look him in the eye after the grinding -.-

anyway made it all the way back without anybody being sick (: yay. went back, was so tired. althoug drinking and partying isnt really my thing, it still was relatively enjoyable (: kinda miss everybody on the trip!


okay now i need to study sigh. moompe and gert coming here on 17th!

Signing off, mun.

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