Saturday, March 31, 2012
today, tonight was great.
VGM yeah~!
Signing
off, mun.
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Tuesday, March 27, 2012
either busy or too tired to post! well lots have been going! everyday is different, meeting people i miss, people i love! people im so comfortable with :D and i love this feeling. but then again everyday i remind myself no matter how normal this feels, its not gonna last for long, im still gonna have to go back.
everyday i look at friends, and jesse and wonder how im gonna leave them again. this is anticipated but, still!
Signing
off, mun.
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Sunday, March 25, 2012
its 5.30am now...in singapore
and 9.30pm now in UK
hence im awake =.= slept for like 2h then bro's friends came home and woke me up at 4am and i couldnt sleep since!! sian ._. anyway, its too hot here! the air is too humid to breathe in =.= but foods good! am kinda hungry btw
ahwells. waiting for the sun to rise~
Signing
off, mun.
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Friday, March 23, 2012
flight later :D
can't believe it! can't wait!
so nervous too!
going way too early because ghalia wants to! ._. don't know what I'm gonna do at the airport man.
don't even know what to do!
dead for chem but I'm more nervous about flying alone for the first time :O
Signing
off, mun.
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Tuesday, March 20, 2012
sometimes i don't reply but i do it? i don't like people pushing me or nagging at me so i tend to defy whatever they're asking me to do. if i want to do it, or have to do it, i will do it! esp if i want to do it then you can count on me to push myself. because thats how i work. but if you probe in and start asking me to do all the stuff, then expect lousy results.
because I'm rebellious like that. [;
Signing
off, mun.
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Sunday, March 18, 2012
mm wells!
what a saturday! morning woke up around 11, ate breakfast, went to town! met najat on the bus so we went together! was gonna go town to do some last minute shopping? see weather can find gifts for anybody and stuff, plus check out jesse's pork! and maybe find nicole's birthday present because her birthday is on monday! and we're going to her house to celebrate! which is like 5 minutes from here! like neighbors!
didnt find much! its so difficult to find presents for people i guess! when i wanna find presents i wanna find something that I'm so sure the person will enjoy/like!!! anyway so couldn't find jesse's pork, thought i'd just get a cake for nicole, and bought a shirt for myself =.= omg i keep shopping! every week i buy something I'm such a bad child ): i think i should work part time or something as a waitress! =.=
so then went for a last minute movie with nicole at 6.30pm! watched 21 jump street with channing tatum in it! :D hahha he's so hot man can't stand his body! plus his dancing!!! the movie was quite funny loll! then we walked home.
snacked, folded clothes, packed abit, washed up, watched some videos! hunger games trailer :D did a chapter of chem! now maybe read the hunger games book? unless ada is serious about going for a movie now its 12+am! hahaha she slept at 5am till like 7pm so now she's wide awake. and I'm telling you all these because I'm bored and don't feel like sleeping much yet!
thought of lots comedies to watch! went through websites recommendations and all! thought maybe i could download them on my mac and watch on the plane! since I've created an account here and i can buy those kinda stuff online :D like videos and movies! yeah! oh and i ordered some games online too! (: oh i made a list of what to do before friday too! ahhhh
5 days :D so happy!
ah gonna rant some more because I'm bored and i feel like typing! yknow like somehow it gets annoying when people don't reply you on like chat areas? like fb messenger you're talking to them and then they take like a few minutes to reply! i know sometimes we're busy looking at stuff on the web but most of the time i tend to be just there giving the chat my full attention! so when that happens then it gets kinda annoying when ppl take so long to reply =.=
hmm well glad to say that i still talk to friends at home! its nice! but like sometimes it feels like...just talking for the sake of talking? like with the glendas sometimes it'll be like "morning!" and then replies and then another topic comes up about like their cca or something and then i don't know what to say! ._. sian! guess cause I'm not experiencing anything in common? like the weather is cold, or I've been bored or something! everything just seems like its too insignificant to share! so i apologize to anybody if i haven't been saying much about my life or something! idk ._.
oh yeah can't wait for potter more
shit this feels like I'm talking to myself
ah imma go read now cya
Signing
off, mun.
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Saturday, March 17, 2012
hiya guys! (:
1) chicken platter at nandos with ada and nicole after "this means war" movie! nice! and the movie was super nice :D
2) playing badminton with ada nicole fouynn felicia gerald and luffy! ahaha fun (:
3) brownie with raspberry coulis and vanilla bean ice cream at jamie's with luffy! ahh heaven!
4) luffy's squid ink pasta
5) my shrimp pasta (:
today went out! morning couldn't really sleep! was chatting on fb with fy! and then she exposed all our covers video! omg so embarrassing! but i guess i don't really care lol!
then went for badminton with them at the sports park! 2h this time! fun (: then went for a movie with ada and nicole at 3+! haaha this means war! the movie is so nice hhah! chris pine i think? haha!! then dinner at nandos! then walked back, felt full so walked to tesco to meet luffy and najat to but groceries! didnt buy much just bread peanut butter and all! haha (: and some milkshakes! they always have milkshakes here! this time sticky toffee pudding milkshake! lol nice :D
then walked all the way back and I'm here! want to do some chemistry but its hard to start yknow! =.= then again i don't want to have problems sleeping! hate that.
6 days :D
Signing
off, mun.
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Thursday, March 15, 2012
so i woke up half an hour early today! and i have noting to do now, class starts at 1 and its 8.12 only! ahwells! PT later, lunch then math! last day of classes :D
and 8 days left! :D started studying chem abit alr! thats the subject that I'm most worried about anyway :\ although i probably won't fail as badly as i do in singapore =.= been doing well so far! (: because its kinda easy but who cares.
just trying to get past these few days now =.= haha nothing much to do! and trying to finish all the perishable foods in my fridge! haha can't wait to be home! miss my room and my house :D and the nice toilet hehe! and going out with friends! :D
Signing
off, mun.
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Wednesday, March 14, 2012
hiya guys!
haven't posted for awhile!
anyway all is good! can't wait to go back! currently there is like 9 days to 23 march! which is FLIGHT DAY :D and is also chemistry exam day! but who cares!!!!
anyway I've already started packing :D cleared stuff from my luggage, put in stuff that i wanna bring back! and buying all the stuff i wanna bring back :D like cereals that i want ppl to try! and some drinks if i can! and some dog treats for jesse :D ehehe this weekend gonna go to town for some last minute stuff!!
recently I've been getting more and more tired! ._. it could be the 3.5h vb+tennis on mondays non stop and 3.5h tennis on tuesdays non stop either! plus sunday tennis! and then last week wed and sat i went to the gym to! ._. 7km and 4km respectively! ah so I've been feeling so fatigued!!!
yesterday team training they made me play with the boys, and against adam! hahaha lost 4-6 was so tired already but it was a good one i guess! :D but was so tired and then because the girls were walking back to campus so i decided to walk with them! so omg my feet were aching so badly and i was so knackered! and thirsty! then i read the article that milk is a good post workout drink! so i drank like what.... 1 litre of milk or something! hahaha felt so good after that! today didn't have much aches! but still fatigued though!
probably shouldn't push myself so much? but i have this lie self obligation to continue to play tennis well! i guess when i go back can still hit with teammies and stuff! thought of not doing sports and becoming tofu to try for once but i can't do it somehow!
anyway i payed for colors ball! which is like 50 pounds omg but its some formal sports event where we have to wear like long dresses? long i mean knee length not like gown =.= i clarified that ahaha.idk why i did that i guess just trying to integrate into the team? :\ really wanna get to know them and be more comfortable but theres this language barrier thing? like my accent is hard to understand to them! =.=
today's english we got back presentation marks and i was so pissed because she marked me down because i wrote down and read out that i wanted to present...which was supposed to be the point but according to her we supposed to present your ideas not read out what we present! i was like WTF?! and people who just copied off the internet just got higher than me! its so pissifiying i swear!
so i was pissed during english and i thought of jesse! always happens! I'm sad I'm angry or whatever i think of jesse! just need her beside me because i'd forget about it! i keep saying this but i guess it just shows how much she means to me! i miss her! A FEW MORE DAYS! COME ON MUN! or emma for that matter
looking forward to living in a clean house again :D i cant stand living in my room although its fairly neat and kinda clean but like all the small spots where i don't clean so often you can see the dust! and the sink omg! so disgusting! I MISS BEING PAMPERED =.= really don't mind the cooking though! since i always eat whatever i want and ignore meals back home its like having more freedom here to eat what i want! then again theres the limited choice of not having foods i normally eat =.=
wanted to try to bread here! like the freshly baked bread! but most of them expire on the day itself ): it smells so good omg i swear i think i can just eat it alone =.= or just with butter!!!! omg so good. i think imma try one of them before i go back!!!!!
this is a long post! so we just went to the WB website and booked the harry potter london studio tour :D its really popular so we managed to book it in june only! woah! better than nothing :D i think imma start planning what to do when I'm back!!!! need a luggage weighing thing so that my luggage isn't overweight though ._.
Signing
off, mun.
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Friday, March 9, 2012
1) cooking lunch at felicia's place! stupid ada photo bomb the food.
2)friji! raspberry jam doughnut milkshake omg! really taste like it
3) JR went to visit jesse! aww
4)oovooing with jesse again!
ahwells, big day today! woke up, paid fees, went to felicia's house to cook lunch! played truth or dare, and seriously everybody thought i was with luffy. rubbish! then went to play badminton, went back and played truth or dare again! but they said i was the opposite of the "ning" in my name! which is like peaceful and quiet! and then i was so shocked because i always thought i was kinda quiet! hence i started talking more or i would have no friends! like to be more friendly because i find myself really unfriendly! now....hmmmm makes me feel like i'd rather not talk so much! i don't wanna be known as talkative! blah. ._. now its stuck in my head bothering me! ahwells
anyway my phone isn't charging ._. so idk what to do now ._. using my spare phone! guess it could work but! still...i'd prefer the old phone. hmm tired ._. i felt like i talked too much today or something idk! but badminton was so fun. ah I'm such a sensitive person, idk if people can actually see or tell that! ahwells :\ mmm so many things on my mind! nowadays I'm always trying to be more open to what I'm thinking! ._. ah complicated matters! k cya
Signing
off, mun.
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Monday, March 5, 2012
hiya! (:
1) sky ping with jesse, she's so cute!
2) vacuum powder all over my room because i can't find the vacuum after putting them =.=
3)at night in london! doesn't the bus remind you of HP? XD
4) strawberries and cream waffles :D MMM
5)baker street!! sherlock holmes (:
6)london!
7) wonton noodles :D yay
8) dim sum!
Yesterday did nothing but went to tesco!
today did nothing but ate and did homework! shit fat mun. didn't step out of the house at all! but i did spring cleaning though! anyway theres a stupid eng presentation tmr! prepared for i, definitely not enough but ahwells!
and I'm going home in 18 days :D SO EXCITED! the thought of going home...omg! so excited!!!
okay ah can't really say much I've been thinking of home all the time! it rained today so tennis was canceled!!
was thinking of changing my fb name to Emma Loh Mun Ning but wonder if it'll be okay! lol won't people that dk I'm in UK think its weird! o.o ahwells! kook cya soon!
Signing
off, mun.
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Sunday, March 4, 2012
oh jesse i need you here
whenever I'm bored or sad or angry or happy or worried or anything i'd come and find you. and now I'm just feeling these emotions and i have nothing that i know for sure will make me feel better! i really miss you ): want to like ship you over here and hide you in the room! idk but i need somebody to just be here with me! or to like need me. that way i won't even care about anything thats happening i'll just sit there and be with you! and that'll make me feel so much better!
like telling your feelings to someone isn't comfortable for me. expressing them is not good either! but sitting with you makes me think that in some way or another you can understand how I'm feeling, and that is really doing so much for me. thats just what i need! i really miss you jess )':
Signing
off, mun.
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Friday, March 2, 2012
hey guys!
haven't posted anything recently besides pictures! okay so where did i stop?
ah anyway this week has been normal! last night went to my first like party party! by the tennis team! no I'm not a party girl now! haha anyway it was quite fun! we had curry and party food! then after that i thought they were going rubix after dinner (rubix is the club run by the school) Then instead they played drinking games :O so was like.. omg.....
then not nice to say I'm not playing right, like I'm new and then if im a wet blanket too thats not gonna be so good! the games are like woah! they drink so much! i kenna a few times but then i cheated! like i was supposed to drink three fingers but then i only drank 2 sips of beer! IT TASTE TERRIBLE ): don't have party material damn! anyway they played for quite long, then walked back together to rubix!
only that part then i did enjoy abit because i was bait more awake! hahaha was so sleepy!!!! so tired that day! ahwells okay thats all! it was an experience! but i feel like so "woah" because I'm not tempted to go crazy and clubbing! i just wanna have fun with them! of course at some point we have to try! but still, i'd rather go for a movie or just have dinner and chat! or cook together! (:
ahwells okay I'm still tired! night~
Signing
off, mun.
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Thursday, March 1, 2012
hiya guys!
1) parcel i received today!
2)at tennis gathering and they played drinking games
3)the cardboard where everyday scribbled
4)drinking games
5) sausage bread for breakfast again :D
Signing
off, mun.
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