tEnNis!: May 2011

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Friday, May 20, 2011

got ze team bands today! :D

ah, morning woke, ate, then went to watch basketball finals with nat! then trish joined us and then we went to meet nicole at far east to find team band :D hahah cool cool! yay we're the first cca to start that!

Then we were gonna walk to cineleisure but then halfway they saw that topshop had sale and decided to walk ONE ROUND! okay so hmm the one round was, HMMM...a really big round? HAHAHA i tried on some clothes too okay! :D plus tricia's farmer shirt HAHHA! ohwells! then they bought some stuff, all of us practically wanted on of the tops but then nic and i didnt end up buying LOL!

Then we walked to cineleisure, tricia had to leave! saw a really nice asics shoes at left foot OMG I WANNA BUY BUT I CURRENTLY DO NO HAVE ENOUGH MONEY, CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT I PAID FOR THE TEAM BAND! agh! nvm i'll be back!!!! Then went upstairs to the vans shop, saw a shoe that seemed quite nice but it made my leg look fat(ter) when i wore it so we decided against it! D< agh back to square 1!! D<

does converse make your legs look fat? :\ they suggested converse :\ aish idk i wanna get a team shoe quickly!! ):

hmm then went back, sigh, didnt do any work today! but i have loads of homework to do AHHH! and i need to lose weight! =.=

Signing off, mun.

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Thursday, May 19, 2011

ey yo! using my mac to post! havent been using it for a long time! haha

right now im in the living room on the 2nd floor chilling on the couch in front of the tv and aircon! jesse is at my feet playing with her bone (: we'd just came back from a walk in the cooling night! (: Tomorrow is home learning day, no school for us J1s! We;re kinda required to go for basketball finals tomorrow but i abit sian :\ although i wanna go support them!! haha maybe i'l go watch movie plus find band with applehead! we'll see!

But need to do work before that! ah okay nvm lets talk about today first!

Morning we went to present our silver (:( ) trophy to the school, haha it was quite weird standing in front there, but the view is just O.O a sea of black! (damn not blonde and brown) cool lah! but after us volleyball announced so no more glory alr =.= hahahah! then the council investiture, which i spent reading on greek mythology! the book is quite hard to understand lol! and quite sketchy! not gonna make that lose my interest though! (: Then break, then 1.5h econs lecture, which i spend writing letter and reading book.. =.= jolyn chew crashed my lecture and just so happen the lecturer let us off early.. =.= uh.... haha lucky

PW was okayokay, sianed! im not very sure what my group is doing although they know what their doing lol... =.= too caught up in comps! haha okay better start contribuing more or i'll get E for PW or something! hmm then after school went to hand up math lol the teacher asked me why never tell him i not coming lol =.= kind scolding lah but the only bad/embarassing part is that i stuttered. =.= i was like p-p-p-p LOL psps! Then i walked home, then read and played drums and stuff till 6+ then went for private 7-8! and woah my wrist is more painful than last week! ah! doubt it'll become long term but eeeeeee it sucks man! maybe cause i never spray salonpas!! aish

came home and walked jesse! walked for quite long! scary cause we met into stray cat AND dog! which jesse totally ran from! hahaha its cool to walk dog!

im like telling my mum how she repeats what she says to me everyday and surprisingly she knows it LOLOLOL usually mum's will start scolding you when you say that but then moompe just agreed and laughed which is funny! and i said "so im gonna hear this everyday for 2 years?" she said yah LOL =.= and i told her im blogging and she wanted to visit my blog! but the first thing she ask is "did you write in good english anot?" =.= HAAAHA

funny how my mum totally treats the dog like her baby HAHA! everybody does hhahaha apparently nat's fam also! ah this blog is kinda dead, just a place for me to tell what happened in my life to myself.. =.= LOL or to my future self =.= and the tagboard is spammed with spammers so if youre human and a friend and happen to stop by to visit (like shaian did :D) then please leave a message in the tagboard :D thanks hehe

ehhhh lots of stuff to do during holidays! meet up with exclassmates and stuff, study, catch up on homework, tennis etc! ahhh ohwells! okay its 10.11 im getting tired! =.= cya~

BTW I LOVE PERCY JACKSON!!!!!!! :D HAVE I SAID SO? HEHEHEHEHEHE

Signing off, mun.

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Monday, May 16, 2011

ah, didnt get it ):

silver only!

well theres still 1 more year to try but it would be so better if we got it with seniors! :\ sigh ): but despite that we somehow met our goal though! which was to fight for every point till the end, and just go out there and perform! well....i tried my best.. :\ not good enough! but considering that i had a sprained wrist, a painful bone, a whole body of aches and fatigue plus an unstable mental condition a few days before, maybe that was the best =.= sad man!

but i'd like to tell teammies that they did well (: well most.... ah but im all proud of them! first time i see our team spirit like this! it literally felt like we were going to war on the bus to kallang! but ohwells ): cheryl fell down the drain,and had 7 stiches and a ambulance came to get her :\ get well soon!

felt totally tired after that! i was already ready to sleep before we collect the trophy! my match was the longest cause it was 3 sets but the last set was.. =.= rubbish omg zz! was so tired and broken and painful everywhere after that! ): took a 3 day rest lol! and apparently i still need more rest cause im starting to slack although its only 2 more weeks! :\ ah

oh after finals our team went to kallang leisurepark to have dinner and chat (: coach joined us for awhile! and all of us got so excited talking about durians! HAHAHAHAH

past few days have been reading percy jackson books! Heroes of Olympus is kinda the book after the last one, still about percy though! read finish, it was quite good! next one comes out in august this year and i cannot wait man!!!! FASTER!

hmm, friday csm was a totally boring! jessica let me sit out of the 16x200m cause i was injured! thank got man if not i swear i would have just jammed my funny bone and go to the hospital or something! i was so tired omg!!! and was kinda sad, and was kinda angry at stuff! well glendat got hit on the nose by a frisbee and started to nose bleed like shit! get well soon! :\ after that went for lunch at kfc with haiyun glenda and glenda! ate, then when we wanted to go back it started raining really heavily! LOL we got all drenched! like literally drenched!!!!!!!! =.= shoes socks shirt pants hair and all! LOL it was quite funny!!

went back to school and hanged around while they slept before tchoukball training started! then i walked home and started reading =.= LOL sat and sun was pretty much reading and drum lessons! went to search for team shoe at vivo but couldnt really find! had this idea of saving up to buy a band for the whole team! o.o still thnking about it! the sports band kind! gonna cost a bomb but worth it (: cause its team!

then today, monday! woah sian! shoes havent dried yet! went to school, morning first period chinese xiao ce yan! it was so freaking as hard im surely gonna get a single digit! then free period! then recess then geog tut, math tut, lit lecture, lit make up, chinese! total of 5.5 hours of lesson non stop after recess for me and pingxi! we almost died okay! so we decided to pon like half an hour of chinese lol! =.=

and loads of homework! homework and class tests i didnt even know of man! woah this sucks! thats what we get for bringing home the silver medal huh? =.= NO MEDAL FOR HWACHONG NEXT YEAR! finished class then was going to go home then met zhaofeng, played a little tennis then i had to go home! went home, ate, walked jesse!

OH did i mention that i've already brought jesse for walks? :D ahaha its okay lor, nothing much! considering that the weather is so hot plus there arnt any other dogs to look at..=.= maybe walk at the wrong time!

tmr is vesak day! school holiday-yeah! tuition at 8am- boo! DAMN my life sucks! gotta complete alot of homework tmr! and i guess the US ppl not going out ): oh damn! sigh i buay tahan alr!

plus i hate my lit teacher so much.
taking lit was a mistake!
UGH

and im totally crazy over percy jackson now!!! =.=

Signing off, mun.

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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

i feel....broken!

my whole body is like breaking down ugh!! like physically! bahs :\ tired tired...fatigue,aches,sharp pains, bruises

and sad to say i almost twisted my ankle while jogging just now! ankle is fine but my extra bone, the one below the ankle, hurts! and now thats scary cause the doctor said its connected to an important muscle or something idk... and yeah it hurts.. :\ when my foot is in a certain position! arghz.. sigh

i feel like breaking down mentally too... =.= lemme see, from top down, my neck is slightly sprained, my shoulders are stuff and aching, my right arm triceps just crammed when i stretch, my left forearm is covered with a big bruise along the bone, plus bruise patches on the inside of the forearm, the thumb on my left hand is slightly swollen! my right forearm and wrist is painful! my back is aching the shit out of me and my stomach muscles feel kinda tight! my sides are not stretched either! pain in the left thigh, fatigue and aching on both sides, both knees creak and hurts when i walk/walk up stairs..calves are just tensed, left foot funny bone painful, last toe has that strand of muscle pain thing, the balls of my right foot is painful for a long time!

all before finals, still gonna give my best shot.

and if i get what i want, i wouldnt mind fighting till every muscle and bone in my body breaks down!

please ):

Signing off, mun.

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finals tmr......

this morning played volleyball for PE and i used my left hand only! surprisingly still not bad (: can serve haha! but its really really painful and i have the bruising thing on my hand now, plus its still shaking like mad! ): ohwells!

every part of my body aches. my back, my legs, my arms, my shoulders....my hand is still screwed, my left thigh have some strand of muscle that hurts alot. my knees are hurting with every step i take up or down the stairs...its definately tiring but theres still tmr to go! and tmr i guess its just push out everything that i've got left!

and hopefully overcome the devil inside of me? its been there for very long and its such a fatal flaw. i want the nervousness, the hesitation to all go away,then i can finally start playing tennis! the tennis that i play during trainings, not the sport that im playing during competitions! and honestly, i have no idea if that will happen! i dont know how to overcome this flaw/block! the fact that my performance is getting worst during trainings is not helping me, and im starting to lose confidence. even during training, there is hesitation before every ball i hit, and whats left for me to feel during training is anger and frustration!

Nobody seems to understand that? or maybe they do. no idea! its been bothering me so much that every opponent i face, even if it was my teammates during training, i'd feel like i cant beat them.and no matter how much i talk to myself, it STILL doesnt work.i liked private lessons because it is only then where i "play with my heart"!

now, determination while playing tennis have faded to fear! last week the friday training, it was so damn painful playing tennis! and trust me the feeling of hurting when doing something you love is not pleasent. sucks when you look at the opponent and know you can beat them but your mental block stops you and you start to hold back, making more mistakes. THAT SUCKS! and ive been going through that for the past few days.... IM MENTALLY WORN OUT!

safe to say i tear almost every training for this and last week? i'd get so angry i would throw my racket off the building if self control didnt exist! i get so crazy and haywire inside that i start to sob or talk to myself, like this crazyness is gonna take over me any minute and turn my mental! this sucks!!!!!!!

but tmr, i really hope i can play, and feel happy playing tennis! forget about the pain in my wrist, forget about the pain in my knees, i'll play till my wrist drops out if i can overcome myself!

thats all i hope for! i just want to enjoy playing tennis during competition again! ):

Signing off, mun.

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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

ah, same thing repeat again in sec 1! not really same thing but kinda the same. less severe though, still can play! (: not as well though :\ causing me to lose confidence but its okay! i'm still in!

aish, knee pain toe pain wrist pain. seriously...? maybe its normal to age so much in JC (y) LOL

finals on thurs, jiayou hctennis (: love you guys to bits! (L)

Signing off, mun.

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Friday, May 6, 2011

CONGRATS HC TENNIS! (:

we made it into the finals, the last time we did was in 2007! and the last time we won a champ was in the 70's.... o.o LOLLOLLOLOL

okay anyway, i was playing like really really damn badly, but then still won! we did a great job overall! (: hope we can see this on thursday too! im sunburnt and whatever but i dont care hahaha! (: today have training!

school is till 1 so im like totally not in a school mood! like how im still blogging at 6.32am and i havent bathed! LOL i feel like reading percy jackson! really like it when i get to immerse myself into fantasy and ignore the outside world! (:

Signing off, mun.

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Sunday, May 1, 2011

woah today is a procrastination day!

anyway training in the morning got canceled we went to swiss hotel to play! hahah audrey and i went nutz in my house! hmm ate alot omg damn fat! im procrastinating sleeping now, it was work just now! LOL okay night!

Signing off, mun.

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