time is really flying right! ohman :\ im jam packed for the next few days, better make everything worth while! got lotsa things to do! LOTS and i was sick last night i slept for 12h now its just flu and cough so hopefully get well soon!
well having VGM session later! plus family new years dinner at night! hmm steamboat! (: hhaha although im not very interested in those kinda stuff! watched a whole episode of friends last night,i wanna buy the next 5 seasons ): anyway, this morning i woke up missing jesse so much, and i spent the next 1111 and 1234 wishing i wouldnt miss her so much. i love her ):
okay stop loving everything here.
Signing off, mun.
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Tuesday, December 27, 2011
「 bouncing away 2:09 AM 」
hi
i am currently too tired to post everything that has happened today. it was "magick"!
all i shall say now is that, this group of people in my life is the best that have happened to me so far. it is, by far, the greatest gift i have gotten in this blasted school. i have no idea how im gonna do things without you guys. you guys means SO MUCH to me, you have no idea. i dont like expressing myself with words, i usually express them through action so this is gonna be difficult.
like, without you guys, i'd never make it past the first year! i wouldnt have something to go to school for, to look forward to! and the times we had together, it was just...golden! with yall, i just feel so safe, comfortable, normal, happy, and every good feeling there is out there. for some of you ive known you for like 4 years already, some even longer, some only this year. but none of that matters because i've grown to love you guys so much, it hurts when i think we cant spend time together!
i'm mad because i know i will be missing out. i hate missing out. even on normal trainings. i realy hate that, and now im gonna miss out so much. im jealous i can admit...! only because i want to spend every minute every second with you guys when we're all together. there is so much feelings going on here and its so hard to say them out!!! aghhhh ):
i am gonna miss you guys so much i swear each person would get at least a week of crying or something. like everytime i needed help i would go to yall, everytime i wanted to have fun, to work out, to just chill, you guys are just the best people to hang out with. we've been through so much i really dont want all of this to end!!!! in the end everybody is bound to drift apart! and i secretly hope that me not being there wont be the same. yet i hope i it will be the same so people wont feel sad!
i can picture myself 1 week from now and im really not ready for that. oh i tell you im gonna break down so bad ): and then i wont have anyone to tell. this love thing is really horrible when you cant have it anymore. i dont know what to do. i feel so lost! okay i shall save all the other feelings and words for when it happens! because there'll be so much more
and i just wanna say, i love you guys so much. with you guys its just right, everything is right. i feel so depressed already,im controlling my tears and i wanna break down and hug someone and just cry on their shoulder for hours and for someone to tell me its okay.
but its not gonna be okay, not without you guys. no way, not for a very very long time.
Signing off, mun.
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Saturday, December 24, 2011
「 bouncing away 9:45 PM 」
hey guys!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE :D hahaha having a huge party at the house right now! watching glee in the room when stupid ashley is playing cartrider with the kids, andjolyn is eating hello panda! ohwells, cant wait for christmas :D
Signing off, mun.
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Monday, December 19, 2011
「 bouncing away 11:25 AM 」
hey guys!
so, 6 days to christmas! i have a feeling that lots of people in the level isnt really looking forward to it as much as they did in the past few years! well, i must say, take one step at a time! look forward to christmas first (: then worry about the rest after christmas (:
oh sighs :\ well..i havent got any christmas presents for anyone yet :\ maybe cause i didnt go overseas this year thats why its more difficult to get stuff! because i dont know what everyone wants ): agh!!!! maybe i should go christmas shopping later, i doubt i'll find anything though!!!!
okay i still have a whole load of things to do :\ agh nono i need to get my life back on track! ive been like nuahing all over the place because idk..oh man sian! and no glee this or next or next next next omg kill me =.= SIAN!!!!!
btw dianna's twitter got hacked yesterday ): stupid idiot it was really really stupit and selfish and i hope he/she gets caught
Signing off, mun.
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Thursday, December 15, 2011
「 bouncing away 11:49 AM 」
hi guys!!
just slept for like 9h+! it was great! considering that i had a lack of sleep since tuesday! well yesterday was really busy!oh i had a really long dream too! one part included jolyn taking overdose of medicine and fainting, then dianna came to my house and then i chatted and got her signature ): omg i was so freaking happy okay i didnt wanna wake up ): i was like 70% sure it was true then i woke up ): SHIT LAH
anyway training in the morning! it was actually fine i guess! (: then we chatted and stuff, then went back to bathe, met up at 1.30 then went to grab a bite with amanda and nat! After that met ht and tricia and went to take pictures with the A&F models tgt :D hehehe not gonna share excitement but lets just say they were really hot :D
okay then went around shopping abit! i bought a shirt from h&m :O HAHA! was gonna buy a sweater too but decided that i should wait and get A&F sweaters :D cause theyre really nice, not cause of anything else =.= lol. then walked around abit more, i swear my foot was so damn tired ok!i can stand running or playing tennis for 3h but i cant stand shopping for 3h! no idea why! =.=
Then rushed back! went home to change cause i had dinner with moompe's boss! oh my gosh i had to wear like skirt and a tank and shirt because the shirt was translucent and necklace and bracelet well it wasnt my first time but then i wore flats and that was the first time! okay actually it was okay (: abit uncomf but i guess if it makes you more presentable then why not! oh no is this a mun-starting-to-get-girly sign? HAHAHAA fyi i do get interested in clothes yknow :O just that i dont say and i pretend im not because most probably im too fat and look horrible in it! ): and i like the way quinn/dianna dresses! (oops keep fangirling here ): )
Glad it paid off i guess? boss has a good impression :D hahaha she and her friend was quite funny too! oh hes cubian (sp?) really cool! graduated from yale when he was 19-turning-20! oh my gosh. madness.hmm okay then i got home and i watched the christmas glee episode...
and i must say its not a really good episode! althought matt morrison directed it i dont think its his fautl i think its the writers fault because it was abit poorly written! not much plot, although we did get the message on the spirit of christmas but then..too much finchel and klaine and so on :\ couldve been better! read the comments on glee wiki and glad people are saying dianna and chord's scene made the episode although it was really short! yeah i agree they have lotsa chemistry on set, unintended sometimes :D
i think mediafire isnt working :\
have a load of songs i wanna download but mediafire cant work! ah frustrating! anyway tricia bought us a 'i love SF" shirt :D hahaha reminds me of the trip to SF last year! and when i was scrolling through the pictures last night(morning) i really really felt so sad! just wanted to hug you guys and not let go ): i miss you guys so much it was such a great time and i wished that i enjoyed it more! - because i felt sian and abit homesick for awhile there!
aish okok this is getting really long, so i guess im gonna post more pictures :D everybody likes a post with pictures isnt it...although its only me reading my blog! LOL
OH MY THE WAY! check out dianna's new website: www.youmeandcharlie.com ! its seriously nice! shes so inspirational! it has like pictures and quotes and stuff there, both funny and inspirational and informative all kinds! go read a few of it, it helps you realise alot of stuff, look at things the big picture! (:
i should get more mark pictures :D
Signing off, mun.
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Monday, December 12, 2011
「 bouncing away 11:58 PM 」
had an awesome smiggles outing today (: miss you guys already!
has anyone has this feeling where you dont know what makes you feel accomplished? like for example you do homework and then after that watch a tv episode, you feel great, you come home from school, spend an hour or two on fb, you feel awesome, you go play your musical instrument after 2h of tuition, you feel fantastic!
and now, i just dont know =.= i watch tv i play computer i play drums listen to music....NOTHING! nothing gives me a sense of accomplishment! i have no idea why! not even training? i just feel sian and stuff! and up till today i thought i was the only one! apparently not (:
but this aint good man! the only happy thing i've been experiencing besides being with the people i love is the faily cuppa warm/cold milk/milktea that we share :D hahaha its awesome, plus turning on some of glee's christmas songs...! it feels more like christmas (: i love christmas
cant wait for christmas but....christmas means end of the year...which means...next year is coming. well everybody would dread that but i guess we should just take it one step at a time (:
ahh life is getting harder to live.
Signing off, mun.
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Sunday, December 11, 2011
「 bouncing away 11:20 PM 」
Man In The Mirror - Glee
this is good. listen! puck is sexy new directions rocked it!
Signing off, mun.
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hey guys,
woke up in the middle of the night, feeling so damn scared. scared of next year. haiz. this is starting to get really scary! its only 3 weeks to be exact! :\ haish haish haish :\ sian sian i wanna drink milk but im full! SHOULD I!!! hahah ok idc anyway im on this glee & dianna craze so excuse me i'll just keep posting pictures of them :D ALOT of dianna cause its all from her fansite =.= pardon me :D nobody to like share excitement with yknow, like =.= sian LOL
Signing off, mun.
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Friday, December 9, 2011
「 bouncing away 3:15 PM 」
oh yeah just posting some nice glee songs here! I Can't Go For That/You Make My Dreams Com True - Glee original by Hall & Oats
Signing off, mun.
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hi ghosts!
so i havent posted here for damn long! haha hmm, was on a roller coaster ride if you know what i mean. well now, pretty much end of the ride, another one coming up soon!
things have been pretty much erratic here! many many things to settle!!! so ive been watching lotsa shows to keep me busy as well! like friends? yeah friends is awesome!! oh and my favourite show, GLEEEE!!!! :D last night's episode "hold on to sixteen" ohmy it was the best ep in the season so far! and the songs are so awesome!!!! lotsa dianna too, makes me happy! cause well..new idol/icon yknow! great actress, great voice, great dancing, keeps her head although shes famous. Love celebrities like this! Perfect as someone to look up to (: i noticed i hardly have any female idols but i have loads of male celebrity crushes! :D ohmy lets say mark chace logan etc etc etc *_*
okay enough of that. hmm well jesses been fine, still as silly as ever! still going to trainings and stuff! its been really hot in the morning then heavy rain in the afternoon! keeps going on like this! weird though! oh ive been playing counter strike too :D hehehehe. plus having tuition, hmm okay nothing much i CAN talk about now cause everything i need to let out is what i cant talk about so.. there you have it.
seeya guys next time! oh, lets post some glee pictures :D
