play around with the bounceicles. drag them round. jump on them. and more!

「 bouncing away 12:27 AM 」

hiya guys!


so ive been back for a few days... mainly just doing nothing, literally! its just sleeping at 4am, waking at 3pm, playing guitar, going for a jog, walk jesse, end of day. =.= pretty much what i expected it to be i guess! whether everybody is busy or not i dont wanna go disturbing them! must say, i really used to talk to people more than i am now! same i dont wanna disturb reason! also im more okay with it since im used to being alone there!but that doesnt mean i dont want to! i really miss talking to so many people ):

so have some small errands to run! havent done any of them yet! hahah! oh btw jesse got her mensus again, and stained my blanket. so i have no blanket today! tmr morning theres dentist and then nothing for the rest of the day...! its really.. =.= but come to think of it im not sure whether im ready for uni! like im abit nervous about whats to come! but right now pretty much just doing nothing. im afraid that i'll get used to that =.=

the weather has been pretty okay! its easier to adapt to, considering i came from summer! just that its really so humid and theres still the problem of the air being too thick to inhale =.= its so much harder to breathe oh gosh. ive looked at some cooking classes too! maybe i'll sign up for some!

and what i found weird is that i dont really have much cravings! like maybe i'll wanna drink or eat something but then i realised it doesnt matter as much if i dont do it! maybe because im home for a longer period, or what i dont know =.= dont exactly know what to do nowadays! really i feel almost the same being here and there! like im always alone and i keep having this notion (which is probably true) that i'll be disturbing everybody else if i talk to them! good thing theres jesse and most stuff to do to occupy

anyway after living in a small room for 4 months i realise my house IS kinda big! feels like im staying in a nice resort its luxurious! hahaha. and i was thinking i aint gonna go through all the A levels and studies and preperation with everyone so when A levels is done and everybody is celebrating im gonna feel nothing =.= and i wont share the same experience as everyone so...this is gonna be so weird ): the drifting thing i was so afraid of before i left will happen eventually i think! ah dont be so negative -.-

Signing off, mun.

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「 bouncing away 3:13 AM 」

hi guys...

so im back in singapore...it still feels surreal... oh man
should do something productive while im here...cooking class? =.=

Signing off, mun.

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