Thursday, September 22, 2011
EVERY SINGLE F-ING 5 MINUTES I THINK ABOUT GETTING RETAINED.
AT THIS POINT OF TIME IM SO CERTAIN I'LL RETAIN ALREADY.
GRRRRRRRRRZZZZZZZ
its so tiring ): i wanna work harder but just cant seem to do it? o.o need something to push me? maybe its the fact that i feel so far behind already, plus the retaining mindset plus the lack of confidence and strive, energy, discipline...whatever that can go wrong.
ohplease i just want to pass now ):
banking on geog and math but...i got U for those two too.....even if i can pass geog, math is hard to say cause im so f-king careless! FML
FMLFMLFMLFML go through this every year! SICK AND TIRED OF THIS! JUST WANNA GET THROUGH THIS ONE!!!!!!!!!!
Signing
off, mun.
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Sunday, September 18, 2011
hey yo!
yeah my 3 fav characters from glee/new idols? :D
chris colfer, who plays kurt! super sexy omgz :D
chord overstreet, who plays sam! HAH IDEAL LOOK :D:D:D! he looks chace plus bieber! cute max!
then dianna agron, who plays quinn! idc if her character is mean!SHES REMINDS ME OF TAYLOR and shes so pretty! :D hahaha
and they all look so good and have nice voices! :D
YEAHhehehe cant wait to watch after promos but must pass first ): super stress and worried and my distraction level is getting very high! the closer it is the promos the more i feel like i need a break ): ahhhh press on!!!!!!!!!!!!
Signing
off, mun.
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Tuesday, September 13, 2011
first thing, i never knew that my wooden floor was so polished that i could see the reflection of stuff.
second thing, the restaurant i went to just had to get chopsticks that looked like mini lightsabers!
third thing, walking jesse and told her to stay while we walked around and she was such a good girl :D
okay so hows everybody?
(im guessing the everybody would maximum refer to 3 people =.=)
guess everything sucks now right! everybody is worried for promos, trying their best to study and finish by then although the rate at which we are going is SO.FREAKING.SLOW. im really stressed too ): honestly i think about getting retained every.single.day. and im not even exaggerating! its like im so scared but sometimes i just can't study so much! I DONT KNOW WHY! i just cant sit still without doing something i dont mind/like!
its not like i dont like studying! in fact i think im starting to like my subjects a teeny bit more! then i'll go on wishing i had more time to study for them. then again with more time i'd procrastinate more! so NO USE. gah, i wanna do well but no confidence ): i keep having this really bad mindset that since im gonna fail why work hard! ITS STUPID BUT I CAN'T GET RID OF IT! =.= GRRRRRRR
anyway feelings aside,
today MORNING 4am was US Open tennis finals djo against nadal! my two favourite tennis players ^^ haha djo is the first of course. wanted to not sleep and do work through the night then watch finals and go sch and come home and crash. BUT! i was doing EOM then finished, then got distracted and then didnt do work. then ended up having to make myself jump around so that i wont sleep =.= then i jumped and watched tv =.= took a bath, watched tv and didnt do any work oh.mai.gawsh. then i finally couldnt take it and just slept at 4am =.= when the match started =.= right.... woke up at 6.30, djo was leading by 2 sets yay :D
haha best thing that happened from last night till today morning was that some teammies stayed up to watch too! haha nothing better than to have the closest people to you to share the same experience/know how you feel/feel the same way! LOL and math and geog lecture was TERRIBLE. math i couldnt even open my eyes, and i didnt bring my glasses, and so my eyes kept closing by itself! =.= kept pretending to rub and stuff so that i can close my eyes for awhile! UGH TERRIBLE! then geog WORST. i practically slept every few seconds/minutes =.= like for the first time! =.= (lol for the first time) even JR and B and was amused by the fact that i was likedozing off cause i never do!
surprisingly econs and GP was better! o.o i didnt even feel like sleeping in fact! now im kinda awake but really tired! guess gonna do work then early night?
idk! o.o
Signing
off, mun.
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Saturday, September 10, 2011
yooo!!
morning woke up, went to school to study with glenday, went for drums, went to sicc to play tennis, went back to school, went home, went to school again for MAF!
haha it was fun (: at first nothing one lah, just hanging out and stuff! there were loads of alumni and even those who have kids.then council started singing and dancing and cheering!even the older ones!i went with team so its super fun (: we sang and danced and laughed and ate tgt! (:
felt so good! a good break from the studying!!!
promos is sucha wet blanket! ._.
p.s. i still feel like partying LOL
DJO AND FEDERER TONIGHTNIGHTNIGHTNIGHT!!!! 12AM USOPEN SEMIFINALS GOGOGOGO! :D
Signing
off, mun.
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sometimes i feel that nobody bothers to put themselves in my shoes! although i do that for them...haiz..
"the nicest people get the rottenest luck"
ironic but true!
Signing
off, mun.
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Friday, September 9, 2011
need a break..haiz...
dont feel like im gonna make it
Signing
off, mun.
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Monday, September 5, 2011
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSE :D HEHEHEHEHEHE
thursday was awesome!
friday was pleasant
saturday was nice
sunday was great
Signing
off, mun.
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Thursday, September 1, 2011
gt and i started our diet plan today lololololol
but psst! someone failed her diet alr! TSKTSK (:
Signing
off, mun.
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we must
get our
right
and know our
Signing
off, mun.
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