tEnNis!: April 2010

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Friday, April 30, 2010

heyo!

hm, today morning, kinda arrived late, so didnt really go find laoshi =.= slacked at the canteen. morning assembly was o.o 411 was like o.o nvm. then pccg we were damn noisy cause lls made us play a blindfold game where you tell your friend what to do=.= amanda crashed into the table=.= hahaha :D then we realised that there are people having blocks=.= oops! o.o second period LA i ponned R&R so i havent done anything i was playing neopets=.= when she was looking at my computer i accidentally clicked on it... HOW SMART=.= haha cc4 was nice cc4 is usually nice :D movie! :D zhugeliang is funny! :D haha. recess ate and spazzed and glared =.=

math had quiz, eh i kinda forgot how to do that kinda question i got the formula in my head and i forgot how to apply it! ): ahyah, more practice for math then! :\ ih was o.o we was supposed to present but then =.= haha so we learnt about taihu river instead, nobody was really taking notes hahaha. omg i tell you im aching damn badly today..like seriously DAMN BADLY?! o.o stretch how much also never help so, omg i ran damn slowly today? :\ sigh. practiced passing the baton after sch :\ then went for training, finally! quite hot but nvm! (: like alot of people werent there :\ sighs! i wanna train! but then later had to go for heats! hahaha sat there for so long ): stupid floor so hot. btw coach bought us keychains with out initials on it! o.o omg hes so nice lah ): so touched can? he never tell us!!! then during canteen break everybody was like "COACH! MONEY!" then "MEE TOO MEE TOO!" lol=.= hes like our dad or smth? =.= justina was holding my hand and coach was like "ahyoh can you two stop holding hands or not!" haha justina went like "HAHA but i like what!" =.= LOL.

waited for heats? :\ idk we wait until damn sian I WANTED TO TRAIN!? like the court is just there but =.= waste time lah! aching damn badly still ): totally didnt wanna run! i think that perhaps someone else will be faster than me seriously! ): plus im aching? plus my freaking toe! haiyah, when waiting for grace to go over, yiyuan accidentally er stepped on my toe T.T OUCH=.= omgz couldnt walk properly for awhile=.= damn pathetic lah, hahaha step on wrong foot=.= then went over

worst ): we were like at our positions then i asked the person "er what about 410?" then the person was like "huh what 410? HUH why got so many changes!" then she keep saying=.= then omg in the end she went like "ahyah you see your runner run then run lah!" LIKE OMG?! then the stupid thing blew and i was still walking around the track like some idiot=.= then say yiyuan first lane, ran to first lane, realised that i didnt know where to stand?! WALAO i was like shit i saw one like and decided to walk backwards there and then yiyuan sorta came so i ran and didnt get the baton properly=.= WALAO ): dropped the baton! ): my fault ): we got 2nd last, imagine if we didnt drop the freaking baton! ): omg i feel so sad, sorry, angry at myself grace and yy wanted to qualify ): WALAO ): replaced janessa but i dont think i did any better? ): omg i feel so bad ): boohoohoo ): roamed around sch with tw after that. went to court to hit some balls then went back and ate shit

8 more days ):

Signing off, mun.

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mm, in LA com lab now, someone fell asleep last night on her bed at like 10 something while stoning=.= record history its the first time i slept so early in a long long time! O.O

hmm, havent done any R&R yet and its all due today but im gonna heck care cause its exams! idk why i like cannot tahan anymore! ): although exams are gonna be over real soon but then..no determination? IDK i need to block everything out and continue studying but WHATS WRONG WITH ME?! wrong time to break down ): meh mehmeh pick myself up, pick you up and return to normal, is what i must do! :\ miss the old you (: really dont know how to help and really think that i spoil whoever's life i walk into=.= maybe i should just keep to my own! ): ahyah. so hard to make people happy esp when they dont want to be happy! ):

shit im quite tired from the occasional demoralisation ): but nvm, what can i do?! nothing but just sit here and start to be demoralised too! ): ohman someone help me! today we learnt during pccg that in life, when you're blind as to where you should go, but you need to finish the task given, sometimes you just need that voice beside you to guide you and reassure you, not a voice that is in front or behind you, giving you only encouragement and support, without guidance!

so.... how to guide when you yourself dont even know what to do? :\

ohmanz im freaking emo WHERES THE HAPPY ME?! ): i wanna be happy WHATS HAPPENING! ):

Signing off, mun.

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Thursday, April 29, 2010

dear life,

why is there obstacles coming one after another with no rest?
do i really need them that much?
..so much that i cant cope with my life properly?

comeon' how to pick myself up? :\

Signing off, mun.

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aint happy ): seriously, wtf can some people get a life? talk here talk there about things that are made up by people who have nothing better to do?! like wth? oh okay so you brighten up your life and make it more exciting by making other people miserable?! like seriously, whats your problem man. got thing to stare meh? not like i cannot see somemore, caught you staring. honestly i dont usually stare at people. some people damn boliao get a life please?!

everything has a reason! i know some of ya'll are thinking in THAT direction but its seriously not?! i dont care how much it seems like it its NOT. some of you refuse to believe that but im here telling you that its NOT so shut the hell up and mind your own business this is my life not yours so dont give a shit about it. those who are talking behind backs just watch out dont think i dont know.

ps to some people only! i kinda know that you guys know what im gonna do but, just....drop it can? :\ makes me really uncomfortable when you guys talk about it? :\ if you are, that is, idk if im paranoid

leave me alone i need some peace and quiet.
MIND YOUR OWN EFFFING BUSINESS AND STOP BITCHING ABOUT UNTRUE THINGS. ~~fuck~~ i seriously cant stand some people

i think i run damn slow? shaian seems like she runs faster than me=.= sorry if i screw up the heats tmr! im aching damn badly o.o

Signing off, mun.

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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

hey there! (:

on the web searching for drumsets again! ): maybe i change my mind, maybe i want an acoustic? although the electronic one might seem easy to keep but i bet if i have an acoustic i'll probably love it alot and clean it everyday? :\ sigh! ): i want drumset! ): i wanna jam! although i suck! i think im not creative enough! and that sometimes i rush so timing might be off? :\ plus my snare roll suck cause i always end up sleeping halfway and everything goes haywire=.= need to work on that! :\ grenda shaian i wanna nutella soon! ):

anyways, grace was graving for tomyam steamboat so now we're planning on fufilling her craving? o.o after exams all of us might wanna go have tomyam steamboat=.= i havent tried actually! haha :D brought snowflakes(shit) to school today! :D everybody ate can! :D hahaha everybody loves it i know i know :D brought some gummy bears too hehe! :D ahyah, anyways it was gone quite soon=.= esp having grace as a tablemate? LOL! :D hmm, i need a new screen protector for my phone, its coming off! and i wanna go buy a new pencil case! o.o

so today we had chinese paper 2! i didnt do paper 1 and they're not gonna make me do it cause laoshi said that she was gonna give it to me as practice :D hehe! :D idk how i'll do man, can only hop for a pass cause my chinese sucks? o.o recess was epic, amanda shaian and i was like queueing at the western stall for like half an hour or something! cause people keep cutting queue and its damn irritating! ): i know who you are okay! =.= haha. i really dont understand amanda's brain sometimes how come will think of that kinda thing! o.o LOL! :D hahaha k, when we finally got our food, melissa drina and the rest already ate, bought drink and was talking away=.= haha (y)

the food was tiring=.= my jaw is gonna ache tmr or something=.=went up, talked and stuff. mrng wasnt here today, so i stoned! the papers were flying all over the place and grace was doing nothing so i shouted "GRACE NG!" then i didnt realise i shouted wrong surname and shaian was like "GRACE NG?!" AAHHAHA grace didnt forgive me for that=.= haha oops? :D sorry lah had graces as my tablemate in sec 2 and 4! lol :D stoned playing bejeweled on my phone=.=chinese was relaxing! laoshi is gonna leave us soon she had to give up one of her classes and she gave up ours and we're all so sad! ): alyssa almost cried! :O chem was boring lah, pg sent us to photocopy cause we didnt bring our worksheet=.= dont get it why dont we just look at our friends one then bring home and do?! o.o ahyah waste time what nvm! :D

had chem remedial after that, jolyn and i stoning there. was doing ws11 cause didnt bring my stupid chem stuff! hhaha :D then went home, was planning on going back to school but coach dave suddenly called and went like "ahyah mun, when am i ever gonna get to see you all? ):" AHHAHA tsktsk :D i was like O.O but yeah its true, i want training! ): tmr got heats leh, i still run like some slow shit, HOW?! gonna hai4 my class and feel bad for the rest of the day! what makes you think i run fast grace?! :\ i run damn slow pls! ):

anyways, sigh? haha idk what to say=.= kk cya guys later :D

Signing off, mun.

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Tuesday, April 27, 2010

just need a little...peace and quiet ): im tired ):

Signing off, mun.

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heyo!

haha back from CIp its like 9+ ): anyways, series of events today! quite sian omg! morning woke up, dodo decided to send me to school in the new sports car?! o.o omts, drive past everybody stare, get out of car even worst! i didnt dare look up at the people omg =.= very AA leh! next time i dont get sports car liao! LOL :D morning, first period, i kinda forgot that we getting geog paper back? =.= so i freaked out omg but then got 18/25 :D haha 1 bonus mark so its 19, and that means A1 :D YAY! :D haha hard work paid off? :D next, bio quiz, totally forgot that there was bio quiz, sianned=.= anyways, got 4/10 heck that! =.= was eating my paper weights during bio :D hehe :D then next was supposed to be math but mrng was caught up with the china students so he was supposed to come late, and he did, just that he was 55 minutes late=.= WOW haha stoned, played bejeweled! :D

recess, went to pop, stoned. ate snow shit :D my snow cereals were damn nice okay the whole class liked it :D tmr bring more yay yay :D hmm, after that was LA, panel T.T omgz i was totally stuck there because i coouldnt hear what mel was rebutting my point! LOL no, heard but she was like talking stuff not related to it lah! then like that how to rebut! o.o ahyah, heck=.= only spoke like 4 or 5 times=.= thats bad right. haha after that was chinese, laoshi was quite funny! carrie was molesting me and meeling was going AHEM! lol :D then chem pg wasnt here we supposed to do a mindmap so i just wrote some rubbish and handed it up =.= haha ohwells. went to get form, ate, went up, attended math, then went to canteen and spazzed, went for CIP

first they ask me find books again..i was like ... omg... then meeling was there too! :D haha then the nice lady told me that she was gonna save me from my misery and then we did other stuff :D haha okay so good to have someone to do cip with :D ohwells. but its still freaking sian? =.= both of us were like 'zzz' hahaa! then finally finished, went to old chang kee to eat some shit=.= ahyah okay lah no more. went back home moompe fetched me in the sports car again=.= haha the air is so hot if it was overseas then i'll be so much better :D

ahyah, im damn sian, seriously. tmr chinese paper...omg?! whats with my life man

Signing off, mun.

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Monday, April 26, 2010

haha to people/classmates who thought they were hallucinating today, you didnt! :D haha yeah i was in school and i did go to class but i went home! :D dont think you're going crazy k! :D HAHA its quite funny :D

Signing off, mun.

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hahaha im here again! :D just finished studying eye! :D hehe :D btw :D nyaa is due tmr and i didnt know?! omg die i still have 10 hours left T.T ahyah, and i cant let me teacher sign cause i have no drum lesson this week! how! T.T haha maybe that gives me more time? o.o just hand up late bah! (:

btw chance is freaking hot :D

Signing off, mun.

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anybody loves waffles? :D hehe :D

hmm, someone is stuck at home here sick with flu while others are in school! ): morning went to sch stoned at the canteen for like half an hour trying to decide whether i should go back! then went to pass shaian my dictionary and went home to sleep! o.o hahaha :D

hmmz, the thunder has been going on for quite some time! i kinda miss the people in school ): ohwells! i kinda like the atmosphere in my room now :D slight aircon, dark, rainy, thundery outside, and my room smells nice :D and my bed is set! haha ohman :D i wish it could be this forever :D

jiayou everyone! :D

Signing off, mun.

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Sunday, April 25, 2010

hmmz idk why im so frustrated now! ): maybe cause theres chinese tmr! its 9.30 and i ahvent studied anything! ): suddenly got flu idk why k! ): sigh, i dont wanna go sch tmr ): gonna flunk chinese more!

AACHOO~ ...... ):

Signing off, mun.

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idk why it still reminds me of you! :D

heyo!

its sunday morning, just had brunch! :D woke up quite late! ahyah, expected to sleep until 12 but ohwells. yesterday, went to school for chinese in the morning, then went for drums. then went to have lunch and went back to study! :D hhaha gaigai and stuff. dinner blah.anyways, usually theres not enough time! :D

walked alot yesterday! hmmz, idk what homework i have, probably have panel or something soon, geog sia, study for bio! im like gonna be done for bio! just 1 and a half more topic! then i have to do chem and math T.T ahyahs. anyway, thank you for everying! i appreciate it! :D

hmm, cant wait for blocks to be over seriously ): idk what lah. ahyah. okays.. cya later aligators :D

Signing off, mun.

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Friday, April 23, 2010

heyo, omg, im tired ):

ant its, almost 9? wow? idk lah, maybe i should sleep early? o.o dammit ): ahyah, write letter first!

today idk was quite bad? didnt start off that good! actually it was okay but then ppl bad mood mah, so got affected ): hm, first lesson, pccg, crap lah. all the rubbish! grace and i were like giving out and sharing sweets=.= haha :D (Y) then LA panel, erm okay, my table...er... yuck? cc4 lecture had some worksheet omg=.= haha then watched some movie. caocao is damn mean lah please. so jiao hua! ): then recess went to eat. idk some rubbish talk. felt damn weird and uncomfortable. everybody was chionging for math quiz and im like .... zzz.. ): too sianned? then math, math quiz, omg wts i actually know one lor, had some rubbish brain block ): then geog..idk the class was so idk lah, some people really sajiao until quite irritating! wanted to turn around and tell shut the - up! sorry lah bad mood ):

grace drew a baby , wrote an 'r' and a 'u' and then drew 5 arrows=.= LOL?! hahaha she say today i very down! hmm idk lah just sianned idk what happened to me! sian from morning lor? then got ppl piss me off! =.= ahyah idk lah ): stoned before training, then went to training. was quite rubbish! all of us were damn slow, plus our tennis was like shit! AHHA it was quite toot because all of us had like no more strength or something? idk i tell you my arm strength deprove like SHIT im gonna go play more tennis=.= MAMA should probably call ht to hit with me during recess=.= OMG 4x100 on 29 april! i.i what is this?! im gonna screw my class! ): my toe still kinda pain eh! o.o hmm. while warming up, had some stupid heart pain=.= idk where that come from either! as in, PHYSICAL not mental=.= haha heck it!

after training stoned. till around 7? went to ahma house for dinner. zzzz my eyes half closed already!

omg mood like shit lah ): idk why like that!!!

btw! forgot to mention that i talked to my mum about studying in USA today! :D HEHEHE! :D in the car! :D right timing i think! :D haha she actually wants me to be a nutritionist? o.o so i told her that next time i take sports science in college lah! :D haha so then she asked if i know of any that offers sports science! then i told her i went on the web and saw one! :D hahaha told her the name of the sch and then she says oo okay! ahaha then she ask where is it and i told her US! LOL :D then she said why so far! :D she wants me to go nearer like australia but probably with more quan-ing i'll be able to go, hopefully! :D haha wells. she said it'll cost my dad alot of $$ leh :\ i told her i get scholarship and then she blowed out air! AHHAHA =.= omg okay she knows my limits=.= hahaha right.. so shall i go take a part time job now so that i can study overseas? o.o can forget about getting scholarship my academics too shit =.= hahah! :D

miss US :D gcp? :D

sometimes you feel as it you're so tired that you just wanna put everything down and rest? do you?

Signing off, mun.

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Thursday, April 22, 2010

yoo

sighs, idk why i come online either haha its like..nth to do...gonna try to sleep at 11! the more i sleep the more tired i am idk why! o.o hmm today was okay! morning ate some sausage hahaha. omg i just realised tmr morning have to go find teacher BOOHOOHOO! T.T nvm. after that had boring lessons. zzz zz zz. first was LA, panel, was totally gonna fall asleep on susi?! wanted to just lie down on her and sleep. i told grace i was falling asleep so she punched and pinched me! LOL very good=.= after that, chem lab, total waste of time lah. then pe. played soccer in the tennis court, was abit bu shuang because peple who are wearing school shoes will most likely scratch the court? like leave marks? had marks when i went in alr! ): and then people were like kicking the ball against the net...eh the net can spoil one can?! in fact our net isnt in a good shape lor! kick against the fence also! the fence also gonna spoil! ahyah, tennis court for tennis! ):

after that recess bought drink went up, zzz blah went to pop. passed a note to justina! had chinese zuowen T.T then had ih, totally wasnt listening. idk why ever since chinese my hands suddenly had so much energy they were shaking! then i was moving damn fast! so fast that i cant even write properly? haha quite funny, like hyperactive cannot stop moving! grace asked whats wrong with me haha. after ih went down to eat with mel shaian, shanno joined us, she spilled her tea egg sauce! hahha damn funny the sauce come out like waterfall like that! :D hmm whenever i lie on my bed theres this stupid red insect shit(no i didnt stain it or whatsoever) that i cant clean off=.= should probably wash the sheets man, quite disgusted by it, shit on my bed =.= of all places=.= hayah sian! ):

went home, was still high idk why k. bathed etc. went to study. stone. eat dinner, rot. ahyah im damn tired idk why. sometimes you feel as if you can stone with someone for very long! idk why!

isk mernisksenthsenth yirtoskusk ):

friday tmr, jyjy everyone!

i like pasta :D

Signing off, mun.

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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

yo!

using class com now, its like 4.53pm, training got canceled so here i am stoning in sch =.= should probably go home and study right! ohyeah, wonder if i should go learning lab, joey isnt going, LA is over, so technically theres no use of going unless i wanna "improve" my english=.= lousy lah. idk. but if dont go then will waste $$! ahyah wtv! ahah playing one less lonely girl now! :D

ohwells. haiyah. havent dont finish cip omgz =.= hate nyaa! T.T(i.i) dammit! woah sian eh tmr write zuowen! should probably just write a little bit at home so that tmr dont have to rush like train! =.= hmm i havent played tennis for damn long! quite sad leh! ): but sometimes also lazy play! omg lah, wonder how my standard is compared to the rest? :\ during chem lesson was thinking, perhaps i shouldnt have quit elite! gah :\ idk lah, i dont have enough time and energy to dedicate to elite? but i wanna train there sometimes!

sometimes i hope can turn back time, so that i wouldnt have slowed down tennis! ): ahyah, sianz! idk lah, ): idk what to do ): this sucks! ): i think im lousy now, too lousy how to get into good uni? or a uni overseas! ahyah walao! ): i think i wanna take sports science man! hmmz sighsighsigh ):

studies suck, tennis suck, drums suck omg? =.=

i think im good at nothing now ):

Signing off, mun.

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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

heyo!

hahaha tsktsk :D today was quite long, didnt go cip in the end! went home and packed my stupid bag and table haha! its much neater now although it isnt neat=.= ohwells. anyways,morning, math, damn boring omg? zzzz then it was geog, did corrections, flunked my damned quiz=.= then LA we went to com lab, went to do my own stuff again! :D damn shuang okay :D recess, ate with class, went to walk around with shannon. some loser dropped her coins on the floor, bend down and pick up that time another coin drop again! HAIYAH LOSWER! :D SIL was damn boring, they were talking about some physics stuff, including scholarships. I WANNA GO OVERSEAS AND STUDY I BUAY TAHAN! ):

bio was boring, watched a video. the video was okay lah, quite facsinating and amusing, but then suddenly idk why i was damn tired! Then just like cannot sit up, so put my head on the table and slept awhile then the teacher tap my head and wake me up! T.T omgz hahaha. cme was talking about marriage, what rubbish lah! after that had chinese remedial, was quite sian!

walked around, went home! idk why suddenly i thought of the pizza hut shit yesterday! :D nice nice :D was packing my room, and i know, it was damn tiring!

haha spazzing over belmont! :D KK BYEBYE :D gonna try to sleep early today! :D

Signing off, mun.

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Monday, April 19, 2010

hey guys

hmmz,today was okay. didnt go cip, maybe going tmr! ): since i'll already be sian! haiz. Had another of those heart to heart talks. idk it brought out alot of weirdness but, i guess its better than not bringing it out at all! hmmm.

everybody, please stop seeing it that way, im sick and tired of it already! ):

dont feel bad, its not anybody's fault, it'll go, dont worry! (:

Signing off, mun.

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heyo!

in com lab again! :D its LA lesson, teacher not here we supposed to be doing r&r omgz=.= AAHHAha i knnow im naughty im playing neopets again HEHEHEHE! :D grenda call me small boy=.=

woah damn zz, should i go do CIP later? still have 10 more hours leh, but then damn sian! i hate CIP ):

ahyah, ih was okay, health came out, i didnt really know what i was writing, just say some rubbish and then halfway idk whats happening so i just put all the statistics in like spam them=.= hopefully he'll give me credit for remembering all the crap=.=

haha okay, tartar :D

Signing off, mun.

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Sunday, April 18, 2010

haha back!

lets see what i can remember

woke up at 11+ ate lunch=.= being indecisive, being scared spazzing, studying, taking a walk around the neighbourhood, sitting on the swing, talking about US, eating dinner, flinging the food onto my shirt=.=, some idiot kept winking, sister asked why i kept looking out=.=,didnt stop spazzing in front of parents,drafting out ih essay.

thats my day, whats yours? :D
(obviously studying ih =.=)

glad i have someone thats as serious as me! and to share the same experiences (: aw thanks! :D

IHIH!!!!! jy everyone im gonna flunk it and idk why i dont care=.=

Signing off, mun.

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Saturday, April 17, 2010

heyo!

omg, im sian from ih =.= gahz. morning woke up at about 10.50 haha nice 10 hours sleep but im still tired=.= i dont get myself either! maybe i should just sleep for 1 whole day and dont wake up (Y)! need more sleep! :D went for drums, learnt the shuffle thing! one guy in my class kept playing on the first and second 'ta' when its supposed to be the first and third! AHHA its quite funny nowonder all of us sounded weird out hihats are haywire=.= anyway, went to study after that while someone had tuition =.= oh btw ate kfc and damn loser! =.= hmm after that went home. ate cereals and nuggets for dinner :D weird combination! :D

hmm anyways, i need a new wallet=.= the coins keep falling out! new pencil case too=.= i kinda just ripped off the zip thingo HAHA shall get a bigger one=.= gonna miss playing with my 7up! mmehh, and i need a new skin protector! hahah :D ahyah heck all these! BOOHOOOHOOO I HATE IH! ):

IHIH, omg, this is damn good. I HATE I.H

jy everybody!

ooh yeah met this cute angmoh guy in the mrt omg when he was walking out he was quite close to me k i made me damn excited but cannot show too much=.= too bad hes not blonde! still cute :D

Signing off, mun.

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Friday, April 16, 2010

hmmz.

im quite tired! gah, left with 2 days and abit to study for ih! luckily its only 1 topic but still have to study! ): gah. i havent started, dont feel like studying! ): shaian and i are on msn saying that we feel like just lying on the bed and stare at the ceiling and never get up=.= idk why im tired i didnt even do napfa? someone tell me why im tired omg? maybe i slept late last night? cannot be! theres a little achy tired although i didnt do any sports stuff today! o.o idk lah what did i do =.=

:D jy for ih

Signing off, mun.

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hey man!

having LA in com lb 5 now. zzzz supposed to research about R&R but im obviously not doing it=.= hahaha smsing plus blogging plus restaurant city plus neopets, omg how pro am i! :D later get caught T.T later got cc4 lecture!can stone! maybe should write letter man! wy never come sch today how to pass her her letter before she goes China ahyah!

grenda and i miss nutella-ing ): should nutella after blocks! hmm after cc4 recess, then 2 more periods then napfa. omg coach you're too nice to us! ): i feel very bad for you yknow! ): hahha zz kk cya later aligators! :D

get well soon shannon! :D

i wish it was... but i know it wont come true. nvm, what can i do (:

Signing off, mun.

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Thursday, April 15, 2010

yoo

omgz quite troubled now! ): cant help thinking of the time where we lost in semi finals agianst sc and i started crying at the last point )': aish, still damn sad about that! dammit dammit!! kk moving on from that, there's still the other part thats playing back in my mind where we were going to play mgs for 3rd and 4th placing, and coach going to quit if we lost, and he didnt want us to know! ): then before going, when coach talking to us, everyone saying last words and omg i almost cried when speaking! then when coach talked, he told us about him stepping down if we dont win. then we all ask him why, like if its because we're too lousy! But then he said no, instead, he said that its because he feels that if we fail, its because his teaching method is not good, not cause we're lousy! ): omg, i think he teared im not sure! ): dammit. hmm.

ahyah nvms that!

today had geog paper! omgz reached sch at about 6.45, then went to serve abit(by my own i know i look stupid=.=) then at 7 went to canteen and did last minute study of geog. met joey, then got alot of people come study AHAHA. okay, was chioning mt pinatubo because i had a feeling that it'll come out. AND IT DID :D thats the best part! :D was so excited when i saw the question! ahyah, i think for first and last question did okay, flunked second question! wrote same as jolyn! last part of the test almost not enough time to do i faster chiong! luckily can finish!

lessons from then on was boring. we didnt switch back places so i was at the back! TSKTSK! :D quite nice though! but then i cant really pay attention because the teacher's voice like background music like that=.= recess went down to eat, went to spaz=.= lessons boring again. was singing the sch song during assembly with amanda and she tried to copy me singing lower AHAHHA and it was quite loud and ppl turned back and looked at her AHHA :D then shaian and amanda couldnt stop laughing omg quite loud LOL lucky i can hold back AHHA! boring assembly lah. on the way back to class amanda and shaian were like poking me and i was screaming cause its so ticklish=.= LOL they say i scream very high. high meh=.=

after that walked around with jolyn and shannon. stupid jolyn was skipping on the way to my class AHHA damn toot omg i laugh until roll on the floor! =.= then we went down, HEHE dont tell you why :D no no, we SKIPPED down=.= AHHAHA was imitating jolyn and we were laughing all the way down! met shannon lol! she nv skip like us AHHA! then at the wall we met jr and tw and jolyn ps me she started skipping up the stairs with jr to i started skipping up the stairs with tw=.= then shannon act mature down there walking behind=.= omg damn kuku lah! :D

val and 411 was being crazy they were all singing baby AHAHA VAL'S ACTION SUPER FUNNY?! hmm. went down with jolyn again i wanted to eat=.= talked and stuff. jolyn went off, walked with shannon etc. then played basketball! omg scully i start to get addicted to it again=.= just the shuang feeling of getting the ball into the hoop continuously! :D mmehhh tennis need ppl to play!): nobody play with me wts!

ahyah, after that went back to canteen. then went up to find tw to rot. kukumama keeps winking her eye got spasms need to buy cream! :D hmm ahyah rot until dodo called me and told me that hes at the audi ahaha and i need to go home now cause got earthquake=.= walao scare me i faster go down. then in the end he said its fake one cause he wants to go drinking! =.= wl ): i dont like him to go drinking eh everytime come home drunk then talk some rubbish! =.= but the rubbish quite funny also lah! :D hmm . walked out in the rain and bought sweets! :D

now gotta do ih=.= sian! ): i have a feeling tmr is gonna be a disaster?idk, hmm it was quite sad when you tell me that! ): rah, dont put yourself at stake to be nice to us! ):

Signing off, mun.

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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

oh gosh!

geog tmr im freaking out like mad! ): came back from sch and studied till like 5? then restless liao!. anyways today morning class ran 2.4 congrats 410 :D haha sorry i didnt run i should have just half-run the whole 2.4 and get some crappy timing since im gonna get bronze anyway=.=

lessons were all boring i wonder why today felt longer than yesterday! o.o weird! yesterday was quite okay lor! hmm. woah after playing drums my fingers are damn fast man! :D i like.

gah ahyah shouldnt be posting so much! zz kk jyjy for hist and geog ppl :D

rraaah i scared tmr morning i just blank out and forget everything, which happens most of the time! OMG then i'll just end up crying for 1 hour and hand up a soaked paper (Y) okay shall do that! :D gonna fail geog! i mean it!

Signing off, mun.

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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

if your plane fell out of the skies
who would you call with your last goodbyes?

Signing off, mun.

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hey!

idk why today i abit no mood! =.= nvms. had LA blocks today. it didnt really feel like an exam? just like okay,i wrote the stupid SRQ and okay hand up.=.= idk lah. had bio lab after that was quite frustrated with the flower wanted to rip it apart=.= math was boring omg totally died .hahaha. recess went down to eat, then walked around blahblah. came back, la was boring. chinese did chang wen suo duan. chem mrsgoh wasnt here so free period! wasnt feeling nice! chinese remedial after that.alot of ppl was not there so laoshi let us off free. hmmz spazzed at 4th level again.

studied geog, stoned at the bus stop and waited for rain to stop. huizhen says that im like always sad but i always have these funny spaz moments! haha true=.= walked home in the rain..

ahyah no mood liao idk why!! whats wrong with me man! =.= too sianz already

btw live like we're dying is damn nice to play on drums! we must nutella!

Signing off, mun.

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Monday, April 12, 2010

yozzies! :D

haha today was quite short! :D first time i played so much sports after my toe spoiled =.= morning dodo fetched me to sch early, went to find shannon! :D ahaha then we played tennis, but then both our eyes got problem idk vision like blurblur one=.= maybe too long nv play liao omg i need to play more ): anyways, jolyn came to find us, then ahyah we didnt really play anymore, just sat and talk! :D haha then went to canteen, played a little basketball outside, then buy drink. then shannon wanted to go see the napfa requirement! so went to hall there. when passing the hall saw basketballers then they asked shannon if she wanna play! hmm thought call her only=.= then shannon asked me if i wanna go! then hmm got doubts cause im damn lan then will spoil the game omg =.=

anyways, went in, played a little! sweat alot=.= the hall damn hot? hmm toe pain when i run! ahyah anyways i was damn lan nvm=.= paiseh. rushed back to class, then changed after the music. first lesson bio. woah die i study wrong thing. i study naming sturcture of the eye and then come out some crossword puzzle woah merry christmas man! =.= nvmz. when doing the quiz mrswong saw my paper then she patted my shoulder AHAHHA =.= okay so she knows. mmz anyway OMG I WAS SO FREAKING HOT. sweating in my jacket can and i still refuse to take it off=.= haha grace kept asking me to take it off cause i kept complaining hot!:D

second lesson, chinese. omg thank god! i changed back to my jersey haha :D cannot tahan :D went to library. laoshi was damn busy she kept walking in and out cause she has to instruc the 408 ppl to do stuff also! their class no teacher cause the teacher go china! o.o haha then we were talking and stuff! haha the laoshi might be replaced by zhuo laoshi! ): zhuo laoshi is nice but then hmm, we all prefer chenlaoshi shes damn funny :D and nice! :D hahaha haiz. when she told us that we were all like "lao shi bu yao zou!" or "lao zhi dont go!" or "lao shi dont leave us!" haha when we said that she said "ah lao shi hai mei you zou lao shi hai zai zhe li!(refering to in this sch)" haha aw man! ): im sure we'll miss her!

recess. stoned. went down to pop! went up to talk! quite xin tong! ): i didnt know im that lousy yknow! ): this sucks whenever i talk to shannon shes able to help me find solutions and tell me what i can do then just now i was thinking this..and hmm. im quite horrible! ): omg what is this haiz! ): ohwells. cheer up! :D all i can do is listen! so sorry! ): after recess, math. okay lah he went through the worksheet that we suppose to pass up today questions. haha omgs. :D yay did part of the worksheet in class. left like 2 questions hahaha super happy :D mrng kept like "AHH UHHHEMMM" and its damn loud and its quite irritating! hmm i wonder why he like dosnt care =.= wanted to tell him but nvm!

Did more math during LA :D finished it im so happy :D hahah! :D mrstan went through another SRQ(i keep typing SBQ=.=) omg tmr LA block test idk how to prepare for it! ): hayah nvms! still havent finished studying geog gotta step up pace! ): anyway cct was damn boring. nth happened. some ppl were asking mrlim for geog questions and someother talking to lls! Then i was like stoning and talking about westerners to alyssa and grace :D teeheee :D sch ended haha walked around with tw, then went to do some geog while waiting for jolyn. ohwells. shaian drina lixian and huipin and i ordered mac(cinnamon meltz :D) hahaha :D

shaian and like pregnant man! =.= she three days(or is it 4?=.=) in a row eat the cinnamon melts okay! last night she was stuck on her chair and eating it too! LOL omgz! craving for cinnamon melts lah you! :D ahaha tsktsk! :D next time your husband gotta choose a house near mcdonalds=.= AHAHA :D drina and shaian says i cant stop moving/standing up=.= is that true omg? AHHAA i dont think so leh! o.o! ate, jolyn finished, went down to canteen! went up studied abit more. haha then decided that i might as well just go home and study=.= obviously i aint studying now ohshitz=.= AHAH! :D

anyways, hmmz. super sweaty and sticky omg. and my knee damn pain! ): after like a long
period of having no knee pain now here it comes! both knees omg walking not that bad! going up and down the stairs sucks i tell you! idk why knee pain also whats my problem! hmm i wanna find the drum score for live like we're dying! i think its a damn nice song to play! :D ohyeah i missed walking home! today had nice weather omg! :D:D:D:D makes me happy haha! :D hmmz after blocks i gonna take the long way back :D omt why is my knee so pain! O.O

maybe chiong some work and sleep early today? :D YEAH :D

Signing off, mun.

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Sunday, April 11, 2010

The Script - Live Like We're Dying

Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
we're hiding behind skin that's too tough
how come we don't say I love you enough
till it's too late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
we could make a feast from these crumbs
and we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
so if your life flashed before you
what would you wish you would've done

Yeah... gotta start
lookin' at the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start livin' it
every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying

Yeah we got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
who would you call with your last goodbyes
should be so careful who we let fall out of our lives
so when we long for absolution
there'll be no one on the line

[chorus]

Like we're dying oh-- like we're dying [x2]

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live -- like we're dying

You never know a good thing till it's gone
you never see a crash until it's head on
all these people right when we're dead wrong
you never know a good thing till it's gone

[chorus]

Like we're dying oh -- like we're dying [x2]

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying
live like we're dying
[Fade out]

Signing off, mun.

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hey

today nth really happened. morning woke up again. early cause had to go qingming! ): was super tired omg, didnt feel like talking to anyone! went to pray, went to velocity for lunch then went to groceries, then went home and mugged till now. zzz. im damn tired ): and thats the first time i shed a tear since quite long! ):

my fault i couldnt convince you! ): sorry. idk what to do now! idk what to say i cant do anything, can i? idk what to do omg ): please dont

Signing off, mun.

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ouch ouch >.< ): it hurts so much i feel like crumbling down, closing my eyes, and never wake up again ):

omg dont think! ): everytime it replays in my head, another knife stabs in ): and then i start tearing ):

please dont? ): i think it hurts more inside here, rather than outside there ): ...right? ):

Signing off, mun.

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Saturday, April 10, 2010

One Step At A Time-Jordin Sparks

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]

this song nice :D

Signing off, mun.

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heyo manz

kinda in a bad mood now? ): woke up in the middle of the night because i had a nightmare! ): something like i went crazy and shopped off everybody's hands or something. the worst part is that i see everybody missing a hand and the meat can be seen so omg ): ): ): then next my mum kinda woke me up with an sms saying that today go pray my popo. wts i dont wanttt! ): dont wanna pray! shouldnt we do this kind of thing when we want to? if not whats the point man! had last minutes plans if i dont wanna do it! ): ): ): ): ): ): *(!&#)(#@

anyway, yesterday was fun. had pccg in the morning, some french person came to talk to us and she was quite cute! her accent is damn nice and she talks as if she knows us for very long :D super friendly! :D got quite excited and alyssa said that there were hearts in my eyes=.= next lesson was LA. went to com lab to research on our various stuff. accidentally researched the same thing as. anyways, had shaian. was supposed to present casually about the person we researched on. in the end we didnt talk at all (Y). got bored so decided to play meerca chase=.= evrybody was staring at my com so i had to stop cause too obvious! =.=

chinese culture was really really boring. rushed up cause stupid tw told me that she wrote a note and stuck it under the table=.= omg i looked like a retard looking under the tables! lol! didnt even hear what laoshi was saying, or try to. i know she kept mentioning mao zi dong. was writing lyrics nicely and slowly and i put my phone on the table to sms. =.= janessa slept until frool=.= alyssa was like waving her head all over the place cause she dosnt wanna sleep on the table=.=

recess went down to eat with class. math was quite boring! zzzz IH was worst! i didnt really listen, was kinda falling asleep! then last 20minutes cannot tahan so went to toilet to wash my face=.= so qiao met someone after sch went to find jolyn and shannon. walked around and stuff. played =.= shannon and i were staring at the school picture ahahaha. then later waited for friendlies to start and it rained (Y). everybody waited in the canteen then i called coach and coach said that the friendlies canceled!(*#)#)@. then called coach again=.= omg nobody else wants to call him =.= so we took tennis videos from the GO and then shannon and i went to watch. hahah.

oh, saw grenda and glenda at the canteen there. couldnt talk properly=.= when everybody went up to watch, we decided that we didnt wanna watch tennis videos so amanda and tricia went to borrow edward scissorhands and we watched that! the starting part is a little scary so i covered my face and stupid juniors laughing at me! LOL :D

chionged home to bathe! went to fetch tw from coro then went to victoria theatre. hmm went to eat before that, had to chiong! haha quite funny. hmm. by the time we was inside the theatre we were like damn tired already=.= gonna fall asleep. anyway huangcheng was quite nice! all the stories were sad though! but that one nvm lah, at least its not sad and stupid! the whole thing was about xuan ze! good job gert :D

oh first part of the play, i suddenly asked tw if the character changed because somehow i wasnt looking at the characters face=.= but their legs? =.= o.o realised that the character's legs kinda looked thinner so i wondered if the character changed then i asked tw=.= tw say no leh! then after awhile she was like "OH OH!I KNOW WHY YOU ASK IF THE CHARACTER CHANGE!" LOL (Y) lah she guess correct we looking at the same thing=.= LOL fatfat! :D

then there was this scene with a blind man playing guitar then 5 minutes into the scene i suddenly realised that that was my guitar omg! i missed it lah! ): the guy was playing some rubbish on the guitar and tuning it! hmmz. then during another of the plays, the storyline was so sad and stuff, audience was quite queit, it was kinda climax! then during one of the pauses some old lady in the crowd emitted some evil laughter that went "heh heh heh heh~" AHAH the whole audience burst out laughing okay omg! HAHAHA damn funny i couldnt stop laughing! :D

then at the end when everybody was like bowing on stage, there was this guy with longer hair, like different from the rest! like stylish hair lah. Then i was looking at him cause i he made me think of someone! then i realised that OMG he looks like owl city! HAHA then i told tw "omg! he looks like owl city!!!!!" AHHAHA then she was like "OMG YAH!" AHAHHAHA then we burst out in laughter for quite long okay! omg he really looks like owl city=.=

at the end we were walking around with flowers in our hands trying to find my brother LOL cannot find! the idk who in charge person was like shouting for people to get off from the stage AHHA! (Y) he damn fierce i feel like slapping him.

then went to give gert flowers, then went back! zzz went home dodo ate cup noodles=.= LOL i ate some fruit! zzz then plopped on the bed and slept!

today damn sian! went to baibai after drums. we were setting up alot of food for popo then i suddenly asked me my if my popo will get fat because we give her so much food=.= omg what kind of question is that LOL! =.= then my mum told me no lah she can keep the food! AHAHHA SO OMG i told my popo to keep the food in a lunchbox if she cant finish i cant believe i actually said that=.= and my mum was like asking her to make me girlier=.= lol?!

anyway there were people smoking there, plus all the ashes and the insence omg cannot breathe la! =.= after the whole thing my parents went to look at car omg i rotted in the car! Then soon after became damn bad mood can! tears of frustration omg=.= the car was damn hot i was damn tired! ): grrr

finally cme home. later walking out again! i dont feel like eating dinner! ):

Signing off, mun.

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Thursday, April 8, 2010

yo!

just came back from xray man! hmm, was really tired when i woke up this morning omg! my eyes were like -.- went to sch, talked with shannon in the morning again! haha its quite fun talking in the morning cause what have been troubling you the night before can be said! first period was LA lecture, did some short SRQ, i think i totally flunked it cause was damn tired then idk what i was writing but i think i only reiterated the writer's point=.= which would probably only get me 2/10 or smth AHAHHA! :D

second period! chem prac! hhaha damn funn lah! today we did superball and slime! :D damn cool omg :D my slime and superball is damn cute :D but i actually did wrongly because i used the superball one on the slime water=.=haha! :D anyways, got BLUE superball and BLUE slime :D surprised? :D hehe! :D the slime is damn cute i tell you! and my superball has designs=.= yiyuan totally did two slimes and combined so she got purple big slime LOL good lah! tsktsk :D

pe, it rained, they were supposed to practice running 2.4 and play soccer today. anyways, went to the hall and ran. i didnt though=.= have toe mc for 1 month=.= zz. slacked with sihui and glenda! haha :D reecss was okay, ate a little! drank alot=.= then went back to class, distributed gobstoppers :D and then went to start on my yingyongwen before class so have more time :D

during chinese chionged yingyongwen! :D haha i used all the pages im proud :D but idk how much i'll get man=.= after that was math. whole lesson we only did one example=.= but okay lah, learnt quite alot from that example. mrng was being damn funny. anyways he put the pencil at is shirt pocket and the pencil drew on his shirt=.= HAHAHA! WTS! oh yeah when the lesson started mrng was like "woah not bad a mun ning, can tahan the heat in that jacket! your body temperature must be fairly low to do that!" AHHA thanks i know im COOL OKAY HEARD THAT? :D AHAHHA jkjk :D

geog the whole class went to conference room c. then saw the teacher the teacher say go board room. then go board room, then halfway whole world turn back go back to class=.= in the end has quiz in the class. the quiz was whole lesson! omgz the easy questions know how to do, the hard ones idk! =.= 411 was making alot of noise during the quiz can hear val's voice like throughout the quiz! omgz. then the quiz havent finish then she shout from next door: "HEY SHAIAN!" AHAH shaian laughed and i spazzed quite loudly=.=

after sch went to find jolyn, shannon went to find me. jolyn was drunk can stupid woman she thinks she statue of liberety! Then in the end all of us too stressed end up spazzing on stupid things! had lotsa tension in my head lah=.= stupid headache! Went down to eat! then rushed off cause dodo fetched me

went home to change and wash up! then went to gleneagles! :D hahaha had deja vu lah 3 years ago i was walking in the smae corridor checking my toe AGAIN! =.= whats with the toe injuries man! =.= waited like damn long for the doc! Then finally went in! he asked me questions and again i have to say the stupid "oh i dropped the electric guitar on my foot!" =.= my dad was like "so the guitar spoil anot?" =.= haha he said should be nth wrong, then he move here move there press here press there omg make me feel so jelly=.= and then said "even if its broken, its been 2 weeks so it should be 90% healed already" LOL i heard that and went =.=

then he said jsut go take xray incase. so went out and the receptionist was like "mr mun ning!" AHAHHA WTS! i was like O.o my dad laughed LOL! =.= went down to take xray! the room damn scary eh! while waiting for the person i was humming=.= haha took xray then got the thingo, went up to show the doctor! he said no theres no fracture, but then he noticed something! that my little toe is missing one bone! :O its like cause usually toes have like 3 bones, and mine only has 2=.= haha okay great=.= Then he told me that he also noticed that I HAVE AN EXTRA BONE IN MY FOOT =.=

the bone its like near the arc and ankle there! its kinda jutting out i think! =.= damn weird! he said something like "if...IF..lets say touchwood lah, if she sprints and that bone jams then..." i forgot what he said=.= he says apparently that extra bone is kinda connected to a muscle that is quite strong so, er, it sounds like it'll be bad=.= but nvm! he says that if wanna remove that bone then go operation take out! WOAH THANKS AH! ): omg imagine if i sprint then jam OOOWWW i bet thats gonne hurt! :S ahyah dont think too much i run for how many years liao=.=

so summary is: my toe is either bruised/sprained,my little toe has one bone missing,my ankle/arc has an extra bone that can jam=.= hahaha what is this man!?

anyway, back home! zzz have to do personal statement! friendlies tmr! =.=

omg one less lonely girl and baby very nice! :D EH NO IM NOT A JUSTIN BIEBER FAN I JUST THINK THOSE TWO SONGS NICE! =.=

if you let me inside your world, theres gonna be one less lonely girl~! :D

omg stupid song stuck

ohman should we perform?=.=

Signing off, mun.

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Wednesday, April 7, 2010

heyoz!

morning went to sch early. walked around, talked to shannon etc. haha funny.bio was okay, quite boring, grace and i were like really really bored=.= IH was blah! was slacking all the way!recess went to study for chem, was damn jittery and nervous! chinese was zz.math was zz.chem SPA was flunked because i used the wrong formula=.=

hmm....

screw my brain=.= i know i think too much!

Signing off, mun.

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Tuesday, April 6, 2010

yoz man!

today was long! woke up feeling more tired than yesterday! o.o omgz. had math in the morning, really wanted to fall asleep!! was having a headache from being tired=.= geog, we stayed in class,nth much. LA was just the SRQ, sianz. recess went to be kuku=.= SIL was boring? the lady pronounced "do" as "da" and everybody laughed. know that we not supposed to though! if i were here i would laugh at myself too! :D wrote lyrics!

bio was okay, kinda boring! cme was damn funny i tell you. we were supposed to act out our own parts, then janessa tucked in her hongzi and tied her hair on the top of her head DAMN FUNNY OMG laugh until wan die! Then sihui was supposed to cry so she put two pieces of tissue at her eyes ITS DAMN FUNNY AHHA! and idk i was the husband and grace was the wife but cause grace was scolding me so she kinda thought i was the girl and her comment was for us to switch roles=.= AHAHA wts?! quite funny though, she said our ending is mo ming qi miao! AHHA :D

chinese remedial is damn funny. laoshi was explaining to us the ci yu, then asking us to read it out together. and remember i cant read out chinese properly=.= so its like, if i read wrongly or soneone reads wrongly, i start laughing and dont stop=.= OMG damn funny my stomach muscles cramp alr=.= Best, after that, went to find bueno and spazzed like mad=.= someone rolled on the floor=.= hahah laugh until no strength.

after that wanted to cut hair and decided not to. went to stmargs to study with amelia weiyan and jolyn. went home. TODAY I TOLD DODO ABOUT MY TOE!!!! was quite scared! he says tmr if got time go xray! omg.

back is damn pain cannot stand it! couldnt bow today AHHAHA quite funny :D

chem SPA tmr....gah i hate this.

sometimes you just cant deny it ):

Signing off, mun.

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Monday, April 5, 2010

heyoz

gah im quite pissed, okay not really pissed now after thrashing the drumset=.= just kinda sad! hmmz everytime my bro's friend return the drumset its condition like gets worst? =.= hmmz quite sad man im like hardly doing anything to the set can! ): take good care of it k! its like no matter much you take care of it it still gets spoilt by someone else? ahyah idk lah ): new set please? ): quite xin tong! zzz.. try to accept it omg ):

anyways, today was quite okay. morning played tennis for the first time in er, 1 week issit? smth like that, or 1 week plus. seems quite weird! strokes are still there but then then movement very weird=.= like cant really move! can run and stop properly dammit! still quite pain/sore eh ): 2.4 next week, how? walao i havent run for 1 week plus, thanks ah im so gonna fail it. maybe should get mc for 1 week or smth. sianz ):

geog first, mrlim wasnt here cause of comps. took the time to compelte chiense and bio! :D yay hahaha feel quite accomplished. btw, slept at 3am last night so its 3 hours of sleep=.= wow? bio we had lab, dissected flower =.= quite toot! recess used the time to compelte geog. had chinese after that, was stoning most of the time she was going through the zuowen thingo =.= tmr morning have to find her omg DAMN SIAN?! tme before sch start go see teacher, then sch, sian, then after sch got chinese remdial wts. my school hours are extended alot ):

LA was boring, sianzzed. was trying to help yiyuan and alyssa find their future career dream=.= failed quite badly omgz. Went to hall for NAPFA briefing zzz. ohman im starting to feel sleepy now! =.=

sigh tmr gonna be a long day help ): im damn sian!! sighs. sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh

after school stoned awhile, walked around and stuff, wanted to do chem but really failed badly! so just went to play taptap while waiting for jolyn to finish physics remedial! jolyn finished, we went to eat, talked and stuff. went to pop to buy socks=.= went to do chem and stuff. then accompanied mud in the audi for some idk masters what-is-it? thing. =.= didnt understand thing! just more papers of grapes!

christina just made a really funny observation ahaha :D fat-e

after that went for CIP. lucky mud was there=.= omgz laminate plus cut bookmarks thanks ah woah. bought ock after that :D we took mrt and bus back haha

maybe i should go cut hair tmr? my hair is starting to get irritating! =.=

Signing off, mun.

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Saturday, April 3, 2010

heyoz :D

haha justina is at my house now :D haha we're kinda bored, waiting for dinner=.=

anyways, today was out the whole day! woke up in the morning cause back pain=.= sianz, went to sleep then woke up 1 hour later! hahaha ate breakfast then bathed then (justina is on the bed going "PARTY EVERYDAY PUI-PUI-PUI PARTY EVERY DAY!" =.= ) went for drums. was boring today! learnt stuffle! quite confusing! the beat very awkward! play halfway will realised that you're playing wrongly! then i somemore play until eye gonna close. omgz jolyn chew ujst screencapped some unglam stuff of my and justina on webcam=.= STUPID JOLYN!

anyways, went out with aunty lynn for shopping at raffles city after drums :D quite boring! lunched, she told me about how horrible the people at workplaces are! o.o hahaha then went shoppping! towards the end getting headache! always get headache after shopping can! =.=

awesome i just curled jsutina's hair! O.O omgz lol! i dont even know how to use it lah! o.o anyways, went to collect letter from heater! laughed damn alot okay! omgz! =.= STUPID PENGUIN MADE ME LAUGH UNTIL CRAWL ON THE FLOOR! =.= took a bus to coro then moompe picked me up

justina was already at my house=.= we stoned ate and stuff! moompe kinda fed us cocktail! haha and justina was like "your mum is so cool" in front of her AAHHA! (Y) ahyaiyai! tmr got birthday celebration plus math tuition! ahyoh!

stoning is damn fun :D it all depends on with who! :D

AHHAHHAA JUSTINA IS SPRAYING DEO AND WE SUDDENLY REMEMBERED THE TIME IN OBS WHERE SHE SPRAYED INSECT REPELLENT INTO HER MOUTH! :D AHAHA (Y)

omg one less lonely girl is stuck in my head can?! =.=

HI GUYS THIS IS JUSTINA HERE im writing (sp?) in bold so you guys can see. a big thank YOUUUUU to munning for helping me curl my hair and providing everything for my party preperations <3<3>

justina is singing baby again! =.= thinking of posting her video on facebook! :D

One Less Lonely Girl - Justin Bieber

Alright let's go
There's gonna be one less lonely girl (one less lonely girl)
One less lonely girl (one less lonely girl)
There's gonna be one less lonely girl (one less lonely girl)
One less lonely girl (ha)

How many I told you’s and start overs
And shoulders have you cried on before
How many promises be honest girl
How many tears you let hit the floor
How many bags you packed
Just to take ‘em back tell me that
How many either or but no more
If you let me inside of your world
There’d be the one less lonely girl

Ohh No
Saw so many pretty faces before I saw you you
Now all I see is you
Ohh No
Don't need these other pretty faces
‘cause when you’re mine in this world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you’re worth
If you let me inside your world
there’s gonna be one less lonely girl

Christmas wasn’t merry, 14th of February not one of them spent with you
how many dinner dates set dinner plates and
he didn’t even touch his food
how many torn photographs saw you taping back
tell me that couldn’t see an open door
but no more
If you let me inside of your world

Ohh No
Don't need these other pretty faces
‘cause when you’re mine in this world
there’s gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you’re worth
If you let me inside of your world

I can fix up your broken heart
I can give you a brand new start
I can make you believe, (yeah)
I just wanna set one girl free to fall,
free to fall,
she's free to fall
fall in love
with me

my hearts locked and nowhere to get the key
I’ll take you and leave the world with one less lonely girl

There’s gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There’s gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl

Only you shawty!

hahaha this song reminds me of heater man! :D tsktsk!

anways. JUSTINA WAS IN THE TOILET AND SHE FREAKING TOOK HER PANTS OUT IN FRONT OF ME TO PEE?!?!?!?!? SOMEMORE TELL ME SHE HAS HER THING! =.= right okay llucky i didnt see anything! second time already justina !:D haha anyways i decided to upload the video :D

Signing off, mun.

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Friday, April 2, 2010

yoo!

somehow now very sian! idk why! hahah :D anyway, happy good friday! morning some person's SMS woke me up=.= haha bathed changed blahblah. then went out with tw!

be indecisive awhile, had lunch, ate at macs! was damn kuku she was trying to make me tell her my psle score :D hahaha i dont want tell lah damn paiseh omg =.= past is the past right? :D hahaha kk tw stop digging :D anyways, she failed trying to not talk to me :D quite funny haha :D walked back to my house. did a little work=.= idk someone had to read my letter in the toilet! =.= kukumama lah you! :D hahaha talked, toured the stupid house! then went to play badminton :D ahaha my mum kinda thinks that i sprained my foot=.=

made tw run hehe :D damn fun to make ppl run lah! went back to room and talked. hahaha little heart to heart talk! then become quite sad then walked out. then quite sad AHHA omg i totally didnt really feel like talking. like "SIGHHHH" feeling, xin tong feeling! hahaha walk damn slow! saw dodo on the way back and he asked whats wrong with my leg=.= NTH WRONG OMG anyways i went home and managed to convince them its muscle ache=.= which is true! its leftover from the legcramp=.=

stoned! ate dinner, played taptap HAHA OMG thanks to stupid jolynchew now i think some of jb's songs are quite nice =.= eh actually using earphones to listen to music is nicer eh :D cause it blocks everything out! and you can feel the music :D ahaha nice nice! :D i like omg! love story damn nice to sing lower :D

omg im damn sian! o.o drums tmr! i should go cut hair soon!

realised that i kinda mind that my bro's friends took my drums for their practice=.= dammit why mine?!

Signing off, mun.

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Thursday, April 1, 2010

yoz man.

today was okay. nth much. it feels like friday! morning was boring. talked with shannon! =.= omg i suddenly no mood to post=.= haiyah. kkz todays lessons were okay. watched gattaca during LA lecture now i feel like watching the movie. had chem prac and different colour fires are so cool :D ih we kinda slacked. recess had the NYSE meeting i know everybody is damn shocked. haha people are still looking at me awkwardly like "you're limping but theres no bandage or whatsoever!" LOL maybe i should just put some fake thingo there.

math after recess. mrng offed the fan=.= then he himself got hot=.= geog was slack lesson the class was going around eating ahaha (Y) best oh yeah janessa was eating the blueberry chocolates during math and when mrng saw janessa said it was decorative stones=.= and ate one.LOL. assembly had hmp concert. idk was kinda going to lie down on my lap=.= waiting for the last sudden part to come. kept telling myself that its coming. but when it came shaian was sleeping and suddenly jumped and made a funny sound. then i totally jumped in my seat! LOL

teacher looked =.= malu like crap! after sch went to return balls. went for abit of math remedial. stoned with shannon ate etc.

i got quiet meh! people are telling me that im quiet! o.o and stone. and according to shaian my face looks stoned and pissed omg really meh! o.o i dont believe eh i think sometimes i quiet talkative! "talk when neccessary" and "talk when you want to" is when you should talk :D sometimes dont feel like talking omg! ahyah sianz okay maybe i should try a day of keeping my face like " (: " this. and talking alot! .... o.o i bet it'll be damn awkward! LOL sorry lah my face like that=.=

aiyah main point is, i suck at talking =.=

zzzzz. just now i my mum caught me limping and she was like "did you injure your leg?" i was like shit, "no lah! aching!" which is true cause i had leg cramps this morning=.= Then she was like "old already ah? only old ppl get you know, like mummy" LOL "young people cannot ache meh!" haha phew?lucky its not that bad anymore,i think!

hm good thing about taylor's songs is that can sing lower then it feels damn nice :D hahaha nobody can reach nehnehneebooboo :D zzzzz!

k im tired bye. need to stop thinking about the stuffies! :D omgz pull myself up comeon! haha omg i forgot to eat dinner how kuku is that?

anyone selling motivation? =.=

some people are just not worth getting troubled over right? :D

shaian says, susi's face is " (: " and my face is " >: " great! got meh! =.=

Signing off, mun.

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today....really really very sucky.

nth happened in the morning. pe was stupid. i was the goaly, janessa kicked my injured foot i should be the one screaming but i didnt instead she scream damn loudly and hopped like everywhere ahah quite epic then she was like "FILE! FILE!" lol=.= next i couldnt stop the ball with my foot so i used my knees end up my pe shorts wet=.=

damn boring. bel meeting was boring. gummies.lao shi has a motor mouth, chem remedial after sch. damn stupid. went to eat with jolyn. went up play taptap. talked with jolyn and shannon.. sometimes, its so f---reaking irritating if people talk behind your back.just save the freaking trouble and say it.

idk my life is damn sad. i wanna break! ): sigh shannon thanks but i still think life, or my life, is damn sad ): cannot take it man ): having you guys and family is nice but it somehow dosnt help.

nothing helps now.

happy memories are not happy. they just create more pain, and make you unhappy.
gah i feel like some soldier on a battlefield, battered and injured, but still have no choice but to force himself to continue cause theres no way out ): whats the point when theres no will to move on

just fall into coma and forget everything..

Signing off, mun.

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